oh gosh. today is such an emotional cca-day! Let's see. after school had the last rush-opposite-eat-cup-noodles-rush-back-to-school lunch with Nic. Then we had our physics Practical test which again, i screwed up. what a surprise huh.Oh well. Then rush to cca. Found the guitar people. Oh my. our gown. it looks like choir's. But then again, I think it's better than the black one. Somehow or rather. Yes. The hair band is lovely! Love that so much. How cool. it'll be a guitar thing(: hahas. Got my costume went to change with Jia li. Then went to play with the ensemble for 15 minutes. After which, we had to head up to the MPR. Then ahh, the farewell party. Was telling myself not to be emotional. It worked while i was talking to daphne about phantom of the opera. Then we could finally go in. First came the new committee members. Ahh. work hard people!! (: Then came a powerpoint for the seniors.. Gosh. Beverly starting telling me she was scared she'll cry. Then came Mr choo's song. Oh my. I started tearing and then i told beverly and beatrice. When they told me not to, i totally just cried. Sorry but i couldnt take it.. I really cant handle seperations well. And everyone started singing the song. Beatrice recorded it!!! though it sounds really blur, I WANT IT!! It was so lovely. After which, my oh so lovely auto1s gave me a hug. plus val too(: Then we had this huge paper description of ourselves on the wall with a balloon to burst it. AH I BURST MY FIRST BALLOON IN LIFE. believe it or not! hahas. i used my shoes!! lol. That was funny. lol. later went to change and oh my. people actually said i can fold clothes. HA! now,that's a first. lol. then we went to eat. food was good(: Even those who were not guitar people that took the food ( e.g anne.ha) said it was good. After which, took major LOTS of pictures with the juniors! I WANT THE PICTURES! This makes me feel like bringing a camera everytime i go cca so we can take pictures. haha. what a crazy idea. end off at 7.15. couldnt help it. I took the big picture description of me off the wall and took it home. I think i'll keep it until it turns yellow. It's so cute! ugh. So reluctant to go home but had to. for tuition! :( So didnt want this to end.Going to miss all this so so much.

Thanks for the little presents. They are lovely!
THANKS EVERY SINGLE JUNIOR IN SACGE!
And of course, Mr choo.
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I guess about what happened on wednesday, we all had different views of it. I guess we all just wanted what's best for the ensemble. So, no hard feelings. I mean Tiffany and i went through SYF before. We know how it feels to practice so hard but not being able to obtain what we hoped for. We know how disappointing it feels when the results are announced and we didnt get what we want. How we feel everything just wasnt worth it. How we feel the days of practice and all the effort was wasted. And i guess after having gone through all that before. It just makes us even more afraid to fail this time. I really hope you guys appreciate Tiffany's efforts. Just maybe try putting yourself in her shoes. Ive read some of your blogs. and i would be lying if i said wasnt disappointed after reading it. I mean.. ( okay i dont want to quote anything from other people's blogs) I thought guitar was your passion. But if you have to put factors like money and time when it comes to your passion, how can it even be a passion? We all have our freedom of speech so im not going to take offence. I just wana treasure all the time left i have with this guitar ensemble. Because i never regretted to be part of this ensemble

ONE SONG ONE ENSEMBLE
DRIVEN BY PASSION; INSPIRED TO LEARN.