Although it's much of a relieve that Sec 4 Camp Corri has ended, somehow.. I guess subconsciously, i really didnt want it to end. At all.

For the past few days, it really felt like i was living a life i wanted.
Tp felt like my school i would LOVE to be in.
With facils like timothy, paul, candice, sarah and "fergie" , things seemed so simple.
( it's sad how we never got a whole group pic with all of them. I MISS THEM TONS!)
The 30-minute expedition-to-be made me see how well the class can work together.
Ignoring all the grudges we used to had, the tensed feeling we held and the self-denial mind that someone in there might not exist at all.
All these clearly being erased and falling into a never-ending dark hole I wish no one ever wanted to arrive on.
Just standing at one corner of the 22 girls packed room, I saw something i think ive never seen in my life.
The time we just held on to each other
Keeping each other strong despite everyone feeling so hurt deep inside
The time we finally open up to each other
Saw things we never see in each other
Realising what you've missed for the past one year we were together.
The fun we could actually have if we all just put our differences aside.
The appreciation for the rest( Sec2 camp facils) who i guess most of us took granted for.

I dont think i ever want this to end.
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when i say "fourseven" you say "fight"
"FOURSEVEN"
"FIGHT"
"FOURSEVEN"
"FIGHT"
"FOURSEVEN"
"FIGHT"
F-O-U-R-S-E-V-E-N-S
FOURSEVEN
LET'S GO!
wo men zou lu you feng
ni men fang pi cai you feng
wo men she me dou xing
ni men she me dou bu xing
xi shua shua
xi shua shua
xi shua shua
oi oi
xi shua shua
xi shua shua
xi shua shua
oi oi
i've got a fever
i'm hot
i can't be stopped
i've got a front ooh
back ahh
i can't be stopped
i've got a fever
i'm hot
i can't be stopped
i've got a front ooh
back ahhi can't be stopped
anddd..
sin sin cosin sin
three-point-one-four-one-five-nine
avogadro lcp
six-point-oh-two-ten-two-three
v-square u-square two A S
FOURSEVEN FOURSEVEN IS THE BEST!
( OUR CHEER!)
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we're bringing sexy sevens yeah!
them other girls they don't know how to act yeah!
you think it's special what's behind our class yeah!
so turn around and show us what you've got yeah!

take it to the sevens!

we're bringing sky high sales yeah!
them other classes don't know how to act yeah!
they think it's special what is selling fast yeah!
so turn around and buy what we have got yeah!

take it to the sevens!
( Nic's and my rap ).

SEC4 CAMP IS OVER.
220107:
Emo period.
I missed the other 19 people of the class!:(
230107:
LECTURE LECTURE. Then out to the mall. Apparently, our class got BUGIS. pfft. We went all the way there. Started out really not focus. Then we decided to focus more on our project thingy. After like... a while, we landed up just purely looking at stuff that interest US. not the project. Hahas. Then we stopped at bus-stop. I literally dragged Nic into the changing room cause apparently, she was choosing between 3 tops and was hell no where near deciding on one. But i guess thatwas a bad idea. Since white couldnt be tried on, the tops were all in brown and according to me, they all look good on her. ( she thinks white makes her look fat after linette and I backed that line) HAHA. That's for shopping with me. You land up so tempted to get all 3. Hahas. Nevertheless, she chose one. Left out the other one. And just so you were wondering what happened to the third one, OH YES. She put that on MY shopping list. Which means, she's waiting for me to get it.The hilarious part of going to bugis was..
The group members were all bimbotic except MICHT. ( HA! ) And then when we saw this gown/dress thingy which infact look really nice! So we landed up trying to see if mitch look good in it. SHE DOES. Except we'll never get her to wear it. What a turnoff. Hahas.After we got back we had to do some fliming thing for 2 tp girls. Then we had dinner there.
240107:
I think all of us went high today. We had lectures and discussions in the morning about our products and yada yada. Then went to tcc to hear some student talk and whatnots. After lunch, it was like nothing but rush work. We had to quickly settle all the accountings for our products and we were left with 30 minutes to do our poster. I swear it's the only time you see all of us feeling the sense of urgency and unitedness! You can practically imagine how noisy it was.
Small room
22 Girls
Rushing to do nice posters
While Nic and I was trying hard to get the correct timing of the Sexyback song. Apparently we had to freaking rap part of the song out as part of our expedition later. It was so hilarious! For all the countless time we practiced over and over again, we could do it. THEN during the expedition, Nic stumble on her lines, laughed, made kimbo laugh, and everyone just started laughing. At least we did one verse. Hahas! But i honestly think we stand a good chance. RESULTS ON FRIDAY! (:
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After camp,Kimbo and i went to nic's house. I helped Nic paint her nails cause APPARENTLY someone just kept saying she has long legs. PFFT.. Then we had class dinner.
TM, pizza hut 6.30pm.
First it started out as Nic and i decided on a class dinner. Then it got so freaking hard to get everyone to come. I managed to drag bird there but couldnt Tiff, chrystal or Jo. So landed up with 15 people.Oh wells, there better be a next.

CAMP just doesnt feel like camp.
SIGH:(
But anyways, i'll probably blog about this tomorrow before i get emo and burst out crying like i did at tp. Okay. It made me look so weak lah. But i just couldnt take it.

ANYWAYS, the point is...
THANKS NIC FOR BEING THERE WHEN I REALLY NEEDED YOU TO BE.
Somehow, your shoulders were just really comforting.
I guess i just really miss you a lot! I mean, we never really got to hang out much since SEC ONE!=X
But of course, thanks everyone else(:

HACTIC LIFE.
Weekdays are like crap. Mon,wed, fri cca. At least it's good to hear we're IMPROVING. Now that doesnt happen everyday. For a day or two we actually had inter-cca crisis. Gosh it makes me so tempted to ask them
1. Why are they even in guitar?
2. Where exactly had their passion for playing the guitar fly to?
3. Where have their respect for others dump to?
Anyways, it's all good now. So i dont wanna stir anything up again.
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Flag day was hilarious! Right after we got our oh so giantic tins, we went straight for Mac breakfast. Hahas. And then this silly girl,
Bought her food with linette
Took the tray
Place the tray over her collection stickers
Saw that she had the wrong order
Went back with the tray
Took her correct order WITH the tray
Saw her collection stickers
Put the tray ON the collection stickers ( again)
Then we had breakfast.
AFTER breakfast,
We happily left Mac.

pfft. I only realised what i left behind after crossing the road. So i head back with val.I took a peep inside the dustbin. Couldnt find it. But it was not like i was going to take it out even if it WAS inside. Hahas. Asked the auntie for it but she just denied seeing it. Then we cross the road again. While walking walking, Elite called me and told me after we left the auntie went to try and find it and actually found it. I was thinking of the worse of how it would look like. So i crossed the road. Then i went in.

EEW. the thing had sauce on it! i was suppose to have 5 pages but Elite help me tore the front and the back and wipe the thing a lot cleaner. Sorry for the bimbo-ness but i was still paranoid over that...SAUCE. lol.Anyways, this was our route.
TM.ORCHARD.BUGIS.BEDOK. ( it's considered good compared to Jia li who went to sentosa! HAHA)
Oh gosh. I had so much fun at TM. We split up so i was with val and dawn. First we urged each other to approach people. Before we knew it, we were competing for donations. HA. There was this little boy who donated money and took a sticker. He placed it on his nose and skip happily to his parents. OH MY LORD. That was so adorable! I was SO SO tempted to take a picture with him!! :( Sigh. Then there was this other boy. Like in primary or sec school. Dinn bother figuring. He saw the tins. took out his wallet. and swiftly took out 10 bucks. then he gave it to me. OMG. 10 bucks! Like, okayy.. Then Val even claimed i sort of did something to attract him like how we claim nic flirted behind our backs and that's how she got her FIRST donation.She was even trying to put the claim of him having a "love at first sight" crush into a FACT. that was so low. HAHA. It was hilarious trying to clear my name. Okay. This is the most embarassing one. All three of us . stood outside TM entrance. saw this little boy holding some coins in his hands running towards us. Since we got crazy after getting donations, we wanted more. Normal human reaction okay. We all three bend down to his height so that he can put the coin in. then he stared at us. and turn left to run straight to.... THE VENDING MACHINE. HAHAHA! I literally dropped onto the floor and started laughing my head off. I know. How unglam! But oh my gosh! LOL. the boy was like only 6-ish. HAHAHA! GOSH! Lol.
Other places have bad business. We reached orchard for 10 minutes and decided to go. We stopped at bugis to shop and eat. Then we headed back.

WHAT AN EXPERIENCE.
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One thing i really need to shout
" LESSTHANTHEE" IS OUR COPYRIGHTED PHRASE. THOSE PEOPLE WHO COPY AND USE IT HAVE NO FREAKING ORIGINALITY.

When it's all quiet and silent.
You hear a sharp ringing sound in your ear.
That's the funeral song for the cells in your ears.
When the sharp ringing sound is over,
The funeral's over.

Oh. It's ANOTHER WEEK:(
Let's see. Ive got homework for practically everyday of the week just by going to school on Monday.
Half my world practically revolves around tuition( i guess it's alright since it's the only time i study) AND HOMEWORK.
I dont get to see * for WEEKS :((
I STILL aint paying attention in class for chinese. ( when's chi 'o's??)
In short, sec4 life isnt has never been much of a fairytale. I guess no one even said it was.
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But ive learnt something today. I actually didnt realise it all this while! Now, i can CONCLUDE:
When you're with ANNE, you do the silly-est things ever. Today, i took a cab from the market back to school. The distance was so short, it cost only $2.60. that's like 10 cents more after entering the cab.It took less than 3 minutes to get back. I just wanted to walk in the rain. But of course. THAT BIMBOTIC ANNE goes , " im NOT walking back. It's raining!!RAINING!"
Girlfriend, i know you'll kill me for this. HAHA. But people were literally staring when the taxi drove all the way in the school. So embarrassing! lol.
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CCA is a painful experience! =X
Sigh sigh sigh. if we dont get a Gold this year, I think this girl will really cry her heart out. Even more than the last SYF! Playing the alto is killing the cells on my fingers! Before our SYF, we have 3 performance to prepare for. ACJC;TPJCand MGS. Somehow or rather, i think this Friday im planing to go for CCA instead of the open house at tp.

Now, THAT'S a first!
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oh and i realised, when Mdm Chan puts down her hair, it looks exactly like mine but a lil longer here and there. Anne was like " YOU HAVE SPIKES?!" ha! And I miss having her at my house every FRIDAY. Another silly thing we did. Cause she told me she grew 3 cm. which means, i should be taller than her height now. so i pushed her against the wall, took a ruler and drew on the wall. then she did the same for me.It turns out, the school measuring thingy cheated my feelings. I actually grew 2.5cm! hahas. But i lost 1kg. i Hope im not underweight NOW :( what a dread.
Funny how val was telling me your boyfriend should be 12 cm taller than you so it's about the right height. Oh my lord. It's hilarious. And besides, she knows quite a lot of stuff(: so she came up with vegetable talk. I doubt anyone will get what she means.

"CAROLINE! EAT MORE CABBAGE!"
hahas!
go figure.

School's a dread.

We did guitar auditions today(:
Other than that, im so close to being pissed off.
The teachers are not giving me a life to live.

AT ALL.

RAHH!

It's freakishly only the second week of school. Im saying it feels like 2 months ALREADY.
My first week was chaotic. I fell sick on the second day of school.
HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE? :(
Apparently, im still trying to be a 24/6 NERD.
At least i had my Sunny Sunday yesterday or im sure i'll be so moody for the whole entire week.
I feel so much better after a good swim!
Now, it's nothing but more mugging. Im going to thank Clare so much. She's going to bring some light food for me to eat while im in class studying during RECESS. I didnt even thought it was legal to mug like that! pfft.

SEC 4 LIFE IS A ONE WAY TICKET TO HELL.
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I had fun faxing YOU ridiculous notes!HEE.
<3

I think of you and everything's okay.

CAROLINE DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY(:
she's sick.
Im probably just not used to going to school that's why i fell sick.

P.s Im really glad things are alrights between us now(:
Sorry this girl over-reacted.
<3

FIRST DAY OF PRISON SCHOOL.
Wasnt much of a stress-free day since we actually had Chemistry lesson :((
SHE was having much of a b-fit again! Like.. i conclude it's 24/7. What's with HER. We dont owe her a gdamn living please! It's really starting to piss.me.off. Caroline this, caroline that. you this you that. SOR-RY. Even if i murdered your whole family in my past life with my bare hands, FORGIVE ME. Gosh. Anyways, im sitting at the last row. So i dont really have much to rant for that matter(:

P.S Caroline dont bring her handphone to school anymore. She's on for a 24/6 NERD(:
I do have Sunday off, dont I?
So dont keep smsing me. Waste money!

Anne: WHAT WHAT WHAT? SO DRAMA! hahas!