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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 11:44:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Ive done a physics paper! yay me! :D I need to get that attitude back again. It's going to be o level soon! And before we know it, it's gonna be over. And then come grad night :( And then we're all moving on with our lives. Sigh. Im going to miss everyone so so much. Like i wasnt even so attached in primary school! No one cried. And now we're all tearing already. Im bringing a camera and taking as many pictures as possible. With everyone! I wana rmb everyone!
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:42:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

okay. i so thought it's 11.42 right now. but it's 9.47pm only!
Ive got like a terrible shock. Okay. Maybe not terrible. But i was packing my notes and everything. It was taking forever! Then when i saw 2142 i mistook it as 1142. ppfffttt.. So now i have to do some work.

it's fun. it's fun. it's fun.
MOTIVATION.

Friday, September 21, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 10:04:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

THE SCHOOL IS SO UNFAIR! GRAD NIGHT IN SCHOOL ? WHAT THE P! AND WHAT'S PROM NIGHT WITHOUT GUYS? ( quoted by our principal herself-ironc huh) then combining prom with grad night. like shut up! that's way breaking tradition if you wanna talk about tradition! ahhh! Our year is like..the worst lah please! If you want us to rmb the school bcos we'll never see it ever again, hold prom night there or sth. not grad night! that's so impossibly ridiculous. Looks like nothing's impossible anymore nowadays. Anyways, i'll have a midnight flight to catch. So i guess im not going for prom. I can name 10 reasons for that stupid decision to hold it in school. How about let's start with "how do you fit 900 people in the hall?" UGH! oh well. ranting wont change anything.


Anyways, the last moment of youth mission was super emotional. On second thoughts, i dont wannt start. so yah.

well, suppose to be studying now but im watching ghost whisperer. God knnows why. I think that show is boring.

Thursday, September 20, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 3:27:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

There's like currently a lot of things to blog. But i only have.. 2 minutes before i need to go study. So maybe at night or tomorrow.. It's going to be some emo entry so i dont wanna rush through it.

at least for now, im enjoying the self-denial-ing.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:01:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

This whole week is like.. nothing much. Having youth mission for two days. And friday is something else. Results are coming back! I wanna know but yet i dont wanna know either. ugh! hurry get it done and over with.. Today was alright.. But a bit the waste of time. It's like so not the time to have youth mission. Then again, i rather have that than studies. How contradicting! oh well. Recess was 45 minutes. and i was telling myself cannot eat. But still end up eating. Have to make up for the food i ate with val yesterday. Yesterday was FUN(: shopping is good. haha. retail therapy. haha. But i spent only like 170. Have lots more to spend on clothes and shoes. hee! There's a reason for saving right. haha. Ohh, cant wait for the next outs! Anyways, back to recess.. was talking to val about all the stuff i havent bought! and those were the stuff i INTENDED to buy ytd. I just ended buying everything but those. haha! And then we were talking about coloured skinny jeans! i want purple! and black! haha. We saw like red, lime green, yellow and blue ytd. Gosh. that's like colour clash! haha. Then bird was asking when were we at heeren. And i said "evening" but i pronounced as " e-ver-ning" and she was the first person who pointed it out to me that it's wrong. what the p! Ive been saying that for 16 years and no one have corrected me! thanks a lot world! geez. Tomorrow's another youth mission day. HOW FUN. pfft.

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Gotta go my own way-Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron

Gabriella:
I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us doesn't seem right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It's so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's the best for me.
You'll be okay...

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don't wanna leave it all behind,
but I get my hopes up and i watch them all fall every time.
Another color turns to grey,
And it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's the best for me.
You'll be okay...

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am.
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Troy:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella:
What about trust?
Troy:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.
Gabriella:
And what about me?
Troy:
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella:
I gotta leave, but I'll miss you.
Troy:
I'll miss you.

Gabriella:
So
I've got to move on and be who I am.
Troy:
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella:
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
Troy:
I'm trying to understand.
Gabriella:
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
Troy:
I want you to stay.
Gabriella:
I wanna go my own way.
I've got to move on and be who I am.
Troy:
What about us?
Gabriella:
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
Troy:
I'm trying to understand.
Gabriella:
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.

Monday, September 17, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 11:35:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

ok. forget it. im not doing it. piss myself off only. i think i'll live.
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 11:15:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

bNo school tomorrow and the next! woottt!!! SHOPPING WITH VAL! or at least im teaching her how to. i cant believe anyone would NOT like shopping. any girl that is! IMPOSSIBLE.


hahahha.

SLACKING NOW. i'll mug later(:
Rahh. yesterday was quite a pissed offy day. I kept thinking about some stuff. and just when i got all my courage to write something to you, i made myself believe that i can put that aside and study. like screw studies already. Ive realised im using studies for practically everything im trying to run away from. So now im typing god knows what when a little voice is pushing me to type a message that i know i should type. ugh! maybe i should get down to it now. I dont want to die regretting not doing this. so.. here goes..

Friday, September 14, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 10:04:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Im back(:

had amaths tuition just now. oh my lord. the tanx question thingy was damn easy please!! i feel like killing myself now!! like so totally! sometimes the stupidity surprises me.


Sigh. Im getting more worried about amaths paper. like everything revolves around studies now! im like just 30 over days to o level. I need to mug like hell for these few days then im as free as bird. while it last that is. I cant wait to feel what it's like to have totally no worries about studies at all! but if im going to jc. im starting maths way before school.It proves to work best. haha. i know. why am i thinking about later when im not even over this shat. oh well..

meanwhile, i can go on studying while i have the time!

and and and, I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! TERRIBLY!
okay. maybe not terribly. but i need to!
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 6:15:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
hi
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
yo
` CAROLINE-chantel(: ;HeyLove<3 says:
hi
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
nwyay im tianen
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
anyway im tianen
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
rmb me rite?
` CAROLINE-chantel(: ;HeyLove<3 says:
urm.. no. who are you?
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
im tianen
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
forget me?
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
i tianen sec 4 st.hilda sec
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
know u v v long time ago le
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
jus dint chat
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
aiiyah nvm la if u forget me do tc buye
` CAROLINE-chantel(: ;HeyLove<3 says:
how did i even know you?
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
frenster
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
long time ago le
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
nvm
wheeeeee jus got my lastest new pict on my display says:
since u dunno me den its ok
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oh man. sometimes guys can be such spoilers. just when i was starting to have fun! hahhah. make him super angry with me! so hilarious! ugh. some guys just totally ask for it.
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 3:22:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

AHHHHH!!!!!

Last paper left on monday! (: i feel so so relieved! hahah!
It motivates me to work for o level!
very soon it'll be all over over over!
i'll celebrate everyone :D hah!


Still have amaths(: oh i'll mug later. the past week have been really hectic, chaotic and brain damaging please! getting all the info into my head and all! BUT im just super glad it's over. Screw results already! lalala! I think it's quite obvious im high now! although i so totally screwed up my physics paper. i was hitting my head like god knows how many times during the paper. Time's up and i was more than happy to drop my pens and jump for joy! hahha!


Im over you. IM OVER YOU. IM OVER YOU. IM OVER YOU!
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Going out with val next tue! yayness!! shopping! hahah!! IM SO SO CLOTHES DEPRIVED! I need to shop with clare soon too! ahh. I miss that babe! We're like breaking connection already. rahh.

DESMOND YAP. IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PITY ME! IM BEING DRAGGED ALONG BECAUSE OF YOU. HAHAHA. EVEN IF YOU DONT ADMIT IT, I KNOW YOUR MOTIVE! RAHH!!! DRAG YOUR SO AMAZING TWIN SISTER ONLY! YOU OWE ME!! BIG! :D

Friday, September 07, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 12:21:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Mugging?!?! ARGH!! stupid history and bio! =X

In the middle of writing another song(:

Thursday, September 06, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 4:51:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

AGh! irritating history and biology!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

f. i cant get any information into my head. prelim is NEXT week! =X this is really pissing now. And im having DREADFUL tuition later. how exciting! pfft!!!


P.S I love you -all american rejects
(this song is nice! )
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 11:57:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

i'll miss you - 060907

I cant believe how it all began
It feels so good to be home again
I love you
yea i miss you

Back in your arms
Dont tell me your lies
And baby im sure we'll be just fine
I love you
yea i miss you

It feels so right
To be here tonight
When i look in your eyes
Dont make me cry
To wonder if we're through

The sun is setting
My heart is shattered
To watch you go
The shawdow of you
Disappearing from my sight

I cant believe how it all began
If feels so good to be home again
I love you(yea i miss you)
Back in your arms
Dont tell me your lies
And baby im sure we'll be just fine
I love you ( yea i miss you )

Tell me again
How it all began
Because it all seems
like just a near dream
So empty so cold

I cant believe how it all began ( how it all began)
It feels so good to be home again( to be home again)
I love you
yea i miss you

The days we spent
Were just too short
I cant believe It's over now
I'll miss you
Yea i'll miss you

The days we spend
were just too short
I guess it's all over now
i'll miss you
yea i miss you
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Finally done with it(: it's really random. The song i mean.It's rather short. just 2 minutes 15 seconds. haha. But it sounds nice on the guitar. so yah! It's how i spend my time now.
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 8:55:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

OH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD WHY IS THE WORLD SO LAME!

ugh! It's stupid how it works. One good example. The person whom you try to seek attention from doesnt give a shyte about you but the person whom you dont want any shyte from gives you all the attention in the world. how lame is that! Im trying to mug. really hard. well, at least im trying..

Next song finishing soon:D
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Avril Lavigne - Everything Back But You

Today was the worst day
I went through hell
I wish I could remove it from my mind
Two months away from you
But I couldn't tell
I thought that everything was gonna be just fine
The post card that you wrote
With the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it

It smelt like cheap perfume
And it didn't smell like you
There is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote

I wish you were her
You left without the e
You left without me

And now you're somewhere out there
With that bitch slut psycho babe
I hate you
Why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you
I want everything back but you

You first tried to tell me
All along
That you weren't the right one for me
My friends tried to tell me
To be strong
I bet you didn't think that I would see

The post card that you wrote
With the stupid little note
But something wasn't quite right about it
I'd want to see you cry
Like I did a thousand times
Now you're losing me

You're losing me now
Because you wrote
I wish you were her
You left without the e
You left without me
And now you're somewhere out there
With that bitch slut psycho babe
I hate you
Why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you
I want everything back but you

Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 6:19:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Maybe i should give up once and for all.
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:23:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

what is caroline doing? :( maybe im just pmsing at the.. wrong time. hahha. Ive been thinking a lot lately.. and ive questioned myself if ive done the right thing to end it off like that. Because you were more than just a person in my life. And was it stupid of me to push you away? Anyways, we've drifted apart already. It's like we're living in two different worlds now. oh great! speak of the devil. As much as i want to deny it, i know behind everything that has been going on, you care for me the most. and i rather you NOT. what an idiot!


need to lose weight again!

Monday, September 03, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 7:13:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

im happy. see what i mean. haha! but oh well. misunderstanding happens. And i guess maybe im just.. too anxious or what's the word for it??....oh nvm!
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:12:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

f. dammit. i really wonder how you can make me feel so totally high one minute and like crap the next minute.like, make up your mind you idiot. It's raining more than ever and im so totally pissed off. like.. UGH. I think we're better off strangers. really. oh f. nevermind. where's the biology book?? study caroline!!

Saturday, September 01, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 11:38:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Came back DBS art's centre not too long ago. Watched Val's sis perform. NUS play. It was nice(: Had fun!! took lots of pictures. silly pictures! haha. All for the memories.
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hm..i wonder what you're doing now.. i feel inspired to write another song. maybe i should.. ditto.