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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:53:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Oh gosh. Seriously, life sucks now. Like majorly! Having 10 tests this week.. and, 4 more to go! Yay, let’s call for a celebration!

PFFT.
No one told me it was going to be this hard.. but I guess no one said it was easy. Oh well Oh well. I think it’s true. 4/7 is giving only 63.5% ( god knows how you come up with such a digit ) out of 200% attention. I guess after all, it’s going to be a DIFFERENT 4/7 this year. Didn’t teachers alr saw it coming like.. hmm.. LAST year? Oh well. Anyways, Lessons like biology are so totally screwed up. Sa and me ended up picking out those who are very cautious about their face and body, but have like lots of pimples. And who’s hair looks ridiculously funny. Oh gosh. The last person we were laughing at was like hilarious. But I should stop. Yes I should. Karma will happen. Lol. Tomorrow’s my English prelims oral. Shucks :(

Oh god, let me get this “O” level crap done and over with! I’m alr planning all the things I can do AFTER “O”s.

Sunday, July 22, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 8:06:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Sigh. I think this coming week i have EIGHT tests! :(
Monday: Emaths Mock Exam, Chem SPA skill 3
Tuesday:Chem test , SS mocks
Wednesday: Chem test , Oral prelim
Thursday: Chem test
Friday: Amaths? Forget it. I dont see so far..
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okay.. thurs tuition was like annoying yet hilarious. that jerk came and i asked him why he came cause he was standing at the door as though waiting for me to welcome him. and then i went to the door, ask him why he came. he said make up. and i slam the door at him. hahah! other than that, jj's 10 questions 10 answers was hilarious! haha

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:50:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

STRESS. Teachers have time table for tests now! =X how very awful is that?
And all the SPA skill 3 is driving me insane. Seriously, what's the use of asking if we have questions when whenever we asked, you just shut us off? goodness. you can really be ridiculous. and stop it with the wardrobe malfunction! haha! Let's listen to the teacher who have jesus's shoes.hahah! hilarious shit.

Monday, July 16, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:51:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

And after all, what is a lie? 'tis but
The truth in masquerade
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There is no refuge from confession but suicide;
and suicide is confession.
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And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation
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that a lie which is half a truth is ever the blackest of lies;
that a lie which is all a lie may be met and fought with outright;
but a lie which is part a truth is a harder matter to fight
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:38:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

sigh. it's like im upset and im just so used to hearing from you, asking me how i am. it went from everyday to every week to every month. now, i havent heard from you for god knows how long. i miss ranting to you. But i guess i forced you to let me go once and once is enough. i was so pissed, i miss quite a few things i wanted to blog just now. yea. on sunday went to watch harry potter. and somehow, i just felt something missing. but couldnt figure it out at all. until half way through the show then i realised. really have this urge to tell you how i feel now but i just dont know how to put it across. I mean, i was the one that ended this whole thing, it shouldnt be right for me to start everything again. isnt it? Right. Anyways, had LC today too. dont think i did too badly(:
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 5:26:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Today was such a pissed off day! Ugh! Okay. It was PC. And our wonderful cher did English. Cause CJC principal couldn’t make it to our school and talk to us. About god knows what anyway. Well, if she came, this wouldn’t have happened. But it’s just wrong to blame her. So yah. Then tiffany was cleaning the classroom. And she didn’t realized her fan was with some other classmate. but sa and I did. So out of curiousity, we asked tiff “isn’t that your fan? And why is it there?” so she went to ask our wonderful oh so self-LESS friend. And she said oh cause we’re hot. It’s like only her lah okay. And her side has 3 windows. The curtains are blowing. It’s obvious there’s wind. Our window is not facing the sky. So no wind. Thus it’s bloody hot. And then we insist we should take back the fan because no one asked tiff for permission.so sa did. And then we were trying to pluck it back. And then couldn’t. we could only pluck it infront. So becks and i went to take the table for the fan to rest on. And while we were pushing it back, our dearest teacher asked what we were doing. So becks was like “we took back the fan “and she asked why. Becks said cause it’s tiff’s fan. Okay. She just likes to play this game of “who is the most over sensitive one” and she was like saying “hey. I didn’t know you all are so selfish. So petty!” and were like “huh? It’s not the point. The point is permission wasn’t asked” then nvm. Tiff doesn’t want this to go on alr. So she said nvm. But NOO… our dearest teacher want to go on and on. Okay. So tiff said everything that happen. And our cher asked why didn’t she take it back earlier? Why only 20 min later? Goodness! Cause she only saw it 20 min later?! Like she was cleaning the dammn classroom!?!?! Nevermind. I pardon people who doesn’t appreciate people who clean classrooms. Or maybe it’s just you. And then tiff was explaining. But NOO…she insist tiff is wrong. Tiff has a motive. Wtf is wrong with you?!?! If you want us to explain what’s happening but shut us up when we say sth, I really wonder why we’re explaining ourselves. Okay. So tiff asked “ if you see your pencil box at the end of the classroom, will you ask why it’s there?” and she was like “ no, this is not the issue” it is the issue you damn bloody sonofabitch! (p.s it’s the first day ive said swear words after so long! ) and it’s not like we don’t want to share it, it’s just normal human reaction to ask why! I guess what’s normal for us, will not be normal to you ever. (you’re forgiven ) and our DEAREST classmate has 3 windows at her side. In which, the curtains are literally flying. Means what? There’s wind! You don’t go bloody say we should understand since we’re science students. You’re the one who is not so why asked us? Fine, go embarrass yourself. When im a science student, I infer there’s wind there but no wind at our side. When im a normal human, I tell you you’re effing bias! And you said “ oh.i initiated the fan be put there…” so let’s play your game. You want to be over sensitive right? I’ll play. Yay. People let’s all become teachers and steal things. People ask why? You just say “ oh cause im a teacher. I have the rights” I mean, so much for basic courtesy lah okay. and you say we’re selfish. Your wonderful student has 3 windows. One right infront of her face. And she wants another fan. It wanst even shared among the others. It was blowing right infront of her face. What’s is your problem? And you have a own fan for yourself. And you scolded becky for keep shifting the fan to us. You want two. Who is selfish?? It’s like you just choose what you want to see and hear. Anything you don’t care, you just block it out. It’s not like that. You don’t live life like that. Cause..if I do live life like that, I hve no life! You don’t respect us, don’t expect us to respect you. Mitch wanted to record the thing. Too bad she didn’t. but she’s going to tell her mum. Who is like the principal of ccps. I hope sth can be done. It’s our last 3 crucial months. I don’t want to live hell with this wonderful teacher lah. And when sherrie put it nicely that she was misinterpreting tiff, she insisted she wasn’t. F*** you man. Oh well. YOU’RE ALWAYS RIGHT. WE’RE ALWAYS WRONG. Nic was right.you ask us to suggest sth. We do and when it goes wrong, we get blamed. If there’s one thing in my life that went wrong, it was having you as a teacher. I don’t look up to you. Ive lost total faith that I can somehow find someone deep inside you that I can respect and look up to. I give up. You’re always right. And people who don’t understand why this is so pissing? You wont get it. Cause you’ve never been picked like that over and over again why the same damn cher. Okay.after all of this, sa and me are very very disappointed in this particular someone. Of all the people we expected to speak up, you didn’t. what happened? You just looked at us and did nothing. I guess people do change. Ive mistrusted you. We both have. Just very disappointed. i wana get it over with. I guess ignorance is bliss since you don’t even know we’re disappointed in you. Don’t try my patience. Im fighting every urge to talk to the principal. Okay. I just told my aunt what happened. And she was like “do sth about it okay” I support you. And all. And then she was like “aiyah. Your cher so fat. Sure need more fan to herself one lah” And it’s like if you can name one thing that tiff, becks, sa and I did wrong, say it to my face. I’ll apologise. My aunt’s right. She’s not worth forgiving if she doesn’t know her mistake.

Saturday, July 14, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 7:03:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Alrights. i still feel so exhausted from yesterday. oh and i saw a wedding car on my way to school! how cool is that? getting married on friday the 13th! it's so cool! haha. okay. pardon me. lol. anyways, thurs chem tt was... goodness. i hope that is the most you guys will do. cause anymore, i'll like totally stay away from that tuition! at least not the same class as those guys. goodness. but was rather hilarious after i thought about it! haha! like seriously. oh well. so back to friday. had the celebration at night! damn it rocked! Met my juniors and kinda just hang out with val and mich and then later yigs, chrystal and jo came so we were like the pathetic part of 4/7. the food was good! hahah!! dancing and singing was like whoa. haha. if i havent mistaken, teachers actually did... extreme dancing. to put it nicely. it looks rather wrong too. but i think we're just having fun.hahaa. then we were singing aloud and all. we actually ended singing the school song to end the whole event. and people actually sang! hahah. chrystal recorded it. lol! as proof that we school girls can sing? i dunno. haha. but it was fun(:

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 3:29:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Okay. I just just ranting about my booking of harry potter tix when my com when kaput! oh well. it's pissyfying. cause we wanted the midde seats,which was already taken ( surprise surprise) so my cousins and i decided to split. 2 and 2. and just when we decided, someone else alr took those 4 seats. it was like under the transaction. then we were like pissed so we just took the other 4 seats. and just when we book finish, those damn idiots backed out from their bookings. seriously! how damn UGH! grr..

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I rmbed i needed to write sth but i forgot. oh well. I need to have my social life back!
p.s biology spa was..not that bad.(now THAT'S a first) As much as i cant wait for o level to be over, something tells me that i'll really miss sec4/7. like so so much. okay. dont get me started now

who ever loved that loved not a first sight?

Monday, July 09, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 4:38:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

another week of school. goodness:(
Isit me or is time passing really fast lately? (please let it be me)
right. I like today. cause there was no EMATHS. so no "carolyn" ( oh gross! )
and there's no " why is your blouse like that caroline?" haha. i guess only people in my class actually knows who those two people are. oh well. today's over alr so it's just tue-fri to suffer!

I dont get prefects duty. If a prefect doesn like being a prefect, let alone doing a job of one, why do you insist they CANT step down. what's your problem man. ( okay. just so you were wondering, im not that prefect. but im just as pissed off ) yes. if you do not have enough man power, why put that burden on a student man! are you even a teacher?? goodness. which part of " I HATE BEING A PREFECT" do teachers not understand? i guess the part about you loving to be one. it's so ironic. and you can stop being SUCH a hypocrite! It makes me hate your guts. seriously. It pisses me big time although im not involved in this oh so contradicting arguement of yours.
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Let us embrace, and from this very moment vow an eternal misery together

Sunday, July 08, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 8:09:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I screwed up chinese oral BIG time.
So damn upset.
Sigh! :(
oh well oh well.
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YOU'RE THE ONE THING IN MY LIFE THAT CURRENTLY SUCK.

Monday, July 02, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:22:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i'll be lying to say it feels good to be back. i so needed that getaway. and guess what? retail therapy helps. I spent RM745.53. or, at least my mum did. haha. gosh. i so hate the feeling of coming back. even if it means connection to my friends. it just feels like singapore=stress. fullstop. nothing less than a whole truck of stress. And the thought of going to school tomorrow, SUCKS! it really does man.In other words it means study time caroline. no more little getaways anymore. not until a good 4 whole months later! yes, now, im going to make it through.

only motivation:
fly to sydney to see sis after"o"!