IT'S THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR.
Well, that was fast.
I thank God for so many things I found this year(:
This year had been UTTERLY CHAOTIC.
Neverthless, I should enjoy it while it last.
Next year's definitely gonna come down harder everyday.

The sky has fallen
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now
And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
You would say, i'm better off in every way
so what,I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright

<3
*
4 HOURS 47 MINUTES since you last diss me. Not bad. NOT BAD at all. LOL.

Another day is coming to an end! :(
We had rehearsals with TPJC today. Let's just say it went alrights. So, we were suppose to report to school by 8am sharp.I guess they figured we would take one hour to take the lift up to 4th floor, collect our guitar and take the lift all the way down to the first floor. It's the only reason why we had to reach so early and leave only at 9am ( no offence, bus driver ). And speaking of lifts, I cant believe i got busted BEFORE school even officially starts!! PFFT. I conclude, day dreaming kills. Val,2rachels and me were waiting infront of the lift ( did i say we werent suppose to take the lift? ).Then when it opens, the DM with some other teachers were there. Val and 2 rachels was like alr trying to get down by the staircase and i just stared at joseph. SO SUE ME. It only occurred to me like a few seconds later. Yea, I guess we all know what came after that.DAMMIT.

The rest of the day went fine.
The end of the day we went high.

P.S I think tomorrow might just happen(:

My mind says NO.
My heart says YES.

Dammit.

In your eyes
Were the words more than
Anything that I've spoken
As the skies turn to grey
My heart's just about to crack open
Maybe this is bold
But I'm hoping you will stay for the happy ending
So the story goes
Yeah, you already know
So don't be a fool and go spoil the ending
I dont wanna be without you.

<3<3<3

BABY! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TODAY! <3<3<3
Sorry the silly girl couldnt stay for dinner :( Sigh. It was too short a time,dearest! Let's make it longer the next time ( whenever that will be ) alrights!


p.s STOP DISSING "TOURISTS". Santa wouldnt come visit you! HAHA!

LOVESLOVESLOVES!

It's not a time for everything to come crashing down.
IT'S JUST NOT THE TIME.
IT'S NOT RIGHT.


I need another reality getaway.
Somebody save me! Like literally, SAVE-ME.

IM back back back back BACK!(:(:(:

Alrights. Ho chi Minh was alrights. Went to the airport. Bought perfumes. Oh, they are so lovely. And did i mention cheap? So, my mum bought 3 for my sis and me. only $200 plus. It's so darn cheap for a guess, escada and paris hilton!
Alrights. So during the trip,I spent half of the time on the bus. Lucky there was the PSP,DS, MP3, Video player to keep us up. The first day we were driven on a 2-hour trip from the airport to the hotel. It was at some beach. Oh my lord. It's the aftermath of a hurricane. Lamp-post down on the floor, trees broken and all the whatnots. The rather alarming part was that we going to stay in a 3-star hotel. At least it made me appreciate 5-star hotels a lot more than i used to. I thank god it was only one night there. After which we just went to a 5-star hotel. And please, it wasnt because i threw a tantrum to get to a 5-star hotel. It's part of the package. really:) And it's only US$90 plus a night. like why not! Okay. so this is pretty much what i saw and learnt there.

- The place looks like spore 30 years back then ( makes you appreciate civillisation and all the technology whatnots! )
- Couples make out at night in public. ( Every tree has 2 couples. you do the calculation )
- they have countless wires all messed up on the lamp-post
- People get married between 18-22 ( If you dont get a soul-mate by then, you belong to the museum)
- For an est of 50 motorcycles, you see a CAR.
- There's no traffic lights. well, yea there are. But It doesnt count since no one even obeys the traffic light ( let alone, zebra crossing )
- If you dont have the guts to make the first step on the road, you'll never get across it since there's endless flow of traffic ( why do you think they need tourist security? )
I mean, that's how we got used to the crossing. You see countless motorcycles, and maybe cars, just driving pass you but you got to just step right infront of them to cross. Meanwhile, you can just pray they stop in time

- when they made the road one-way, people going the opposite direction drives on the pavement. ( oh wait. people going the same direction does that too )


I LOVE TECHNOLOGY.
i'll literally worship it!
*
Now to get updates from Clare!

0PISSIFYING HOMEWORK LIST:
1: chinese - 401002 (online)*
- 401003 (online)*

2: Amaths FYS -
`page 61 Qns 1,3,9
`page 61 Qns 5,17
`page17 Qns 1,2,4,6,8,12
`page54 Qns 2,3,4,5,6
`page42 Qns 6,8,11,14,16

3: Emaths FYS-
`FIND THE QUESTION PAPER*
`pg 25 qn 10,11
`pg 26 qn 4,5,6,8,11,12,15,16
`pg 47 qn 2,3,5
`pg 49 qn 2,3,6,8,15,16,17


4:Physics
-Trial paper

5: Chemistry
-LONG wksht
- FYS?

6: Biology -
( I LEFT MY BOOK IN SCHOOL.DAMMIT )
`1. Cells:Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`2. Osmosis, Diffsion, Active transport:Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`3. Human Nutrition:Structured Qn: N05 Q3Essay Qn: N01 Q6 or N01 Q10
`4. Plant Nutrition:Structured Qn: N02 Q3 or N01 Q2
`5. Human Transport:Structured Qn: N05 Q5 or N01 Q5Essay Qn: N04 Q6
`6. Plant Transport:Structured Qn: N01 Q1Essay: N05 Q7 or N04 Q6 or N03 Q7
`7. Excretion:Essay: N01 Q8[b]

7: Social Studies
`FIND EOY PAPER
`4/6 essays

8: History - FIND EOY PAPER
`6 essays

I finally finished SS corrections. Let's hope more miracles will happen.
*
I miss you badly!
ANNE, Call me.Gosh. Singapore line or whatever line. Just make the call. I miss your voice over that line, babe. (: Hope the grass is greener on your side. It's rotting badly enough over HERE.
*
Dear God,
PLEASE GIVE HIM A FLIGHT BACK FROM LONDON ON THE 23RD.

((:

CAROLINE passed away doing her Year End HOLIDAY-HOMEWORK.

PISSIFYING HOMEWORK LIST:
1: chinese - 401002 (online)*
- 401003 (online)*

2: Amaths FYS -
`page 61 Qns 1,3,9
`page 61 Qns 5,17
`page17 Qns 1,2,4,6,8,12
`page54 Qns 2,3,4,5,6
`page42 Qns 6,8,11,14,16

3: Emaths FYS-
`FIND THE QUESTION PAPER*
`pg 25 qn 10,11
`pg 26 qn 4,5,6,8,11,12,15,16
`pg 47 qn 2,3,5
`pg 49 qn 2,3,6,8,15,16,17

4:Physics -Trial paper

5: Chemistry - LONG wksht
- FYS?

6: Biology - ( I LEFT MY BOOK IN SCHOOL.DAMMIT )
`1. Cells:Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`2. Osmosis, Diffsion, Active transport:Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`3. Human Nutrition:Structured Qn: N05 Q3Essay Qn: N01 Q6 or N01 Q10
`4. Plant Nutrition:Structured Qn: N02 Q3 or N01 Q2
`5. Human Transport:Structured Qn: N05 Q5 or N01 Q5Essay Qn: N04 Q6
`6. Plant Transport:Structured Qn: N01 Q1Essay: N05 Q7 or N04 Q6 or N03 Q7
`7. Excretion:Essay: N01 Q8[b]

7: Social Studies -FIND EOY PAPER
- 4/6 essays

8: History - FIND EOY PAPER
-6 essays

Alrights. I watched abit of show on Youtube and then i went to study.

JOE CHENG IS HOT!!
Clare faxed with some of the emaths homework. crap. i forgot those she fax me i did it alreadys! AHH. nevermind, i did it halfway so i copied like abit here and there. i feel so guilty...


okay. im over it.

Then wanted to do my graph questions, graph paper went to hiding. So couldnt be bothered to look for it in the pile of junk. I went out to buy. Came back with it, wanted to start on the questions then my aunt asked me " dont you need a curve ruler? "

PFFT. i was like forget it. im just going to do it and get done with it. I think it'll take me all day to finish those lengthy qns! One qn has part A to E. and some parts have i) and ii)

WA LAO EH. I dont think i may even start on the essays. dammit.

okays.As much as i wanna do my work.The mood went under " WANTED".
Even after trying to sit still on the bench with my work on the table infront of me outside my house, in the garden, nice weather, nice view....

UGH. SPARE ME THE A-G-O-N-Y!
The fact is, im still trying to finish all my homework by THIS friday. YES. Although it's theoretically IMPOSSIBLE, im still TRYING.Screw this, BIG TIME.

PISSIFYING HOMEWORK LIST:
1: chinese - 401002 (online)*
- 401003 (online)*

2: Amaths FYS -
`page 61 Qns 1,3,9
`page 61 Qns 5,17
`page17 Qns 1,2,4,6,8,12
`page54 Qns 2,3,4,5,6
`page42 Qns 6,8,11,14,16

3: Emaths FYS-
`FIND THE QUESTION PAPER*

4:Physics -Trial paper

5: Chemistry - LONG wksht
- FYS?

6: Biology -
`1. Cells:
Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`2. Osmosis, Diffsion, Active transport:
Structured Qn: N03 Q1
`3. Human Nutrition:
Structured Qn: N05 Q3
Essay Qn: N01 Q6 or N01 Q10
`4. Plant Nutrition:
Structured Qn: N02 Q3 or N01 Q2
`5. Human Transport:
Structured Qn: N05 Q5 or N01 Q5
Essay Qn: N04 Q6
`6. Plant Transport:
Structured Qn: N01 Q1
Essay: N05 Q7 or N04 Q6 or N03 Q7
`7. Excretion:
Essay: N01 Q8[b]

7: Social Studies -FIND EOY PAPER
-4/6 essays

8: History - 6 essays

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I FEEL SUICIDAL! gessh. I think i left out some.
At least those with * means i got answers(:
Nevertheless, the only reason why i wrote out the whole junk of work is so when i cancel line after line, it makes me feel good(:

Self-denial-ing. Please dont wake me up. Thank you.

It's sunday. And it's RAINING. Or at least about to. Doesnt make a diff. I cant go swimming today anyways. lol.
*

I just realised like an hour ago, that my mum is honestly so different from NORMAL mums. Or at least i think. Alrights. So my parents went to fetch me from tuition. And my mum was reminding me for god knows how many times alr, to pack my clothes for overseas trip. And i was like
me :"I cant. Im still wearing the clothes im bringing"
mum: " please dont tell me you're bringing HOME clothes!"
me: " isnt it like sunny and hot there?"
mum: " yah. But that's besides the point. Wear something better than home clothes at least."
me : " what's wrong with my home clothes? ( fbt top and bottom, beach shorts, normal tops )"
mum : " OMG! so embarrassing for me! That's so embarrassing leh! "
me : " MUM! my home clothes are alrights. and how nice do you want me to wear? it's hot and sunny on the other side. and besides, you dont know anyone there, i dont know anyone there. i think i'll live"
mum : " oh god"

UGH. how bimbotic of HER. And oh, trust me. She's A LOT different in many other ways. Like how parents wont care about your transport if you go out, if she could, she'll drive me there and back. And how parents have curfew laid for us, she doesnt. as long as i can get home safely which includes the fact that i'm driven back home by her or my dad. How ridiculous!

oh wells. meanwhile, im still working hard on my homework! :(

Screw Amaths.
No, wait. let me get this straight.

SCREW HOMEWORK =/

MY HOLS LIST HAS FINALLY ARRANGED :
01/11-hist(8-12.30pm) + CCA ( 1-4pm)
02/11-FREE
03/11-CCA( 1-4pm)
04/11-CCA
05//11-NT
06/11-study date
07/11-study date
08/11-study date
09/11-CLIQUE OUTS
10/11-CCA(9-12pm)
11/11-NT
12/11-swimming
13/11-tuition (make-up)
14/11-CCA ( 9-12pm)
15/11-CLARE
16/11-tuition
17/11-<3
18/11-NT
19/11-swimming
20/11-<3
21/11-CCA ( 9am-4pm)
22/11-CCA ( 9am-4pm)
23/11-CCA ( 9am-4pm)
24/11-CCA ( 9am-4pm)
25/11-NT
26/11-swimming
27/11-FREE
28/11-CCA ( 9am-4pm)
29/11-EXAM!!! :(
30/11-NIS
01/12-CCA (9am-4pm) + not in spore(:
02/12-NIS
03/12-NIS
04/12-CCA(9am4pm)
05/12-NIS
06/12-CCA (9am-4pm)+niibori concert+ CCA BREAK
07/12-FREE
08/12-FREE
09/12-NT
10/12-swimming
11/12-FREE
12/12-FREE
13/12-FREE
14/12-FREE
15/12-FREE
16/12-NT
17/12-NIS
18/12-NIS
19/12-NIS
20/12-NIS
21/12-NIS
22/12-FREE
23/12-NT
24/12-<3<3<3
25/12-CHRISTMAS(:
26/12-FREE
27/12-CCA (9am-4pm)
28/12-CCA (9am-4pm)
29/12-ANNE(: [ ive got bad news ]
30/12-NT
31/12-NT

*I give up.

YAY. Clare's going to attempt to teach me how to blend coffee! hahas.
babe, he agreed with you. THE SYRUP was suppose to do the trick. NOT the milk. gosh.
dumb Caroline.
Oh wells, i'll learn. lol. Ohs. I saw this 2 pair of dice earrings from DIVA. SO LOVELY. but i dinn get it. The black and white ones are so pretty! gessh. It's at least the so called DECENT size our school restrict us to.Next outs alrightss(:
*
today was SWEET <3
I loved every second of it(:
THANK YOU! hee.
*
then came TUITION.
dammit.
First i went there and then cher got us started with easy emaths topic like mean, median, mode, yada yada. Just a lil diff from the ones we learnt before. Then when my brain started to die on me, she gave us the amaths new topic. Permutations and Combinations.
Let's see.
1: Six married couples are to sit on a bench. In how many ways can they be arranged if
a) there is no restrictions?

okay. who wouldnt know it's 12 !
b)Each husband must sit beside his wife?

ANNOYING PIECE OF SHIT!
answer was like 12!2!2!2!2!2!2!.
ugh.

BRAIN DEAD.
*
Have i told you how hot chocolate and mashmellows taste so so damn GOOD! As much as it's fattening,
I DONT CARE.
it's damn good. lol.

YESTERDAY WAS CRAZY TALK! (:

clare-aljunid-10.30am
GOSH. i miss her much. Like one whole month we havent hang out! So i think you could picture what yesterday was like aye. hee. We did our usual. Walk around, Bought stuff [dont ask me how much. i may flare up(: ] , talked at tcc.

I learnt something : I cant blend coffee FOR NUTS.
until clare was determined to let me die from diabetes, she poured the whole small jar of liquid sugary thingy and i thought milk would do the trick. WOW.
coffee colour looks great. taste horrible. LOL. And trust us to almost walk out forgetting to pay. lol.

damn. i missed her a lot more than i thought i did.

IT's FINALLY CCA BREAK!
HELL YEA! (:

im going to miss all the crazy people of GE though. lol. yesterday was so slack. we had 1hr 45 min lunch! wells, to be exact, 1hr 4o min. hahas. Nevertheless, CCA went great ( not just cause of the uber long lunch ). After which, sindy and rachel met up with me at TM then my dad became a part-time chauffeur and drop us at SCH.

Concert went fine(:
People went crazy.
Rachel had hiccups.

Lol.
OVERALL, fab(:

Alrights. IM BACK. for my retardedly lengthy blog entry. So, I went through my MUSIC exam. I know. I dont have the music-person look. But hey, you're right about there. I kinda REALLY screw up my second piece. CAROLINE cant do chi-na pieces for NUTS. face it. It makes me suicidal. hahas. I had a temporary reality getaway from 301106 to 031206. Went to malaysia. Didnt last long. But better than nothing though. I mean, reality still bites :(

Had cca from MONDAY until WEDNESDAY(still in process). KILL ME.
fingers hurt.
brain damage.
mentally challenged.

result: HEADACHE.

pfft.

Wells, tomorrow's out for a guitar concert. Thur's out with Clare dearest and fri, out with someone else(:

ONE MORE WEEK DOWN.
screw me.
homework list is still on the list. making this list is still on the list. As much as i DONT have a list, making it is still on the list.

you've been missed<3