Sigh. I was like major depressed last night. Until i decided. I shouldnt be stubborn anymore. I know if i turn to you, i'll feel better. You always make me feel better. You always seem to know what to say at the right time. Make me feel better about myself. Let me cry my emotions out because you know ive been keeping all the feelings inside me. Burying myself with all the work you and i know will never end. And for that moment. Ive realised how silly i was since that day. That day when i cried my heart out because of what you did. And how when i look back, i realise that what you did was just because you're human too. You made mistakes. I made even more mistakes. But ive been complacent. It was like i saw your concern as a burden to me. Because i realise whatever i did affected you. I thought ending it was the right choice. I thought i finally made one right choice. But maybe, it's true. I cant make decisions. Now without you, it feels like i can never make the right decisions. When the both of us had it well, i didnt realise that much of how i wanted my life to be lies in your hands. Whether it was to be happy or not, you were there. You were just always there. And i know ive took your presence for granted. All that you've done for me, sacrificed for me. Ive took it for granted. How do i continue from here? Which exit am i suppose to take now? Ahh. My mind is working overtime now. Nevertheless, I just wanted to thank you for giving your time last night to me. Hearing me out. Letting me pour my emotions onto you. And everything you said to me last night..

thank you