OKAY. Another new week! It's half in sydney and half in spore. haha! I cant wait to go back to spore to shop for clothes and bags and shoes with my sis! All the saving up of money just for this:D

K-BOX! BOWLING! SWIMMING! AHHH(:

alrights. yesterday went to see my sis, then went to some nut factory and then to "the rocks". it was like hot hot hot ytd man. had dinner at like 5pm??i swear i'll start to feel hungry at 5am, 10am and 2pm when i get back to spore! what the p.

& it's another day to slack today(:

p.s i think you're either becoming a biatch, or you already are.

what kind of summer is this when it feels cooler than a air-con room out there???
oh my gosh. I can be blown away by the wind!

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Alrights. went to central to shop. Let's see what ive bought so far. yesterday, ive bought a book, a dress that's like $55(aus) and previous days i got 3 tops. today, i got like 4 tops! (: i wanna buy more dresses! TIME TO SHOP IN SPORE BECAUSE STUFF ARE SO EXPENSIVE HERE IN SYD!

Ive watched John Tucker Must Die today. it's so funny! damn nice to watch! Those who havent watched it should watch it,really! (:

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Asshole, you're really stubborn. That jerk shouldnt deserve a second of your attention. And i dont want you to have anything to do with him. Please dont interfere... He's not worth it. What he says to me, you cant do anything about it. So i rather you just leave it. Anyway, he's SUCH A LOSER! OMG! HAHA!

Im bored...
you're not replying anymore.

It's funny how ppl can say sth and yet show sth that means another thing in a spilt second.Or simply just tell me what's on your mind.
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OMG. VALERIE! I DIDNT KNOW HOW BIG MOUTH SHE IS. SHE'S SUCH A BITCH! OH MY LORD. can ppl stop talking about my life like it's some kind of novel? bcos it's not. i just dont get how your lives are so boring that mine appeals to be a lot more..what's that word? fun? I dont mind if you talk about stuff that is actually TRUE. so you think you know me? talk about what you think about me? why should i care? well, it's my life. and if you're talking about something about me that's not true, it will piss me off. stop messing with people's life and stick to your own. you're not managing your own life well enough to manage ours.

okay. Im like all alone in my brother room here in sydney uni village. He's going back to spore and my mum followed him to the airport to make sure he's 50kg over bag can get through. haha!

Ive finished watching the first season of heroes because my brother had in on cd. cant wait to watch season 2! (:

FINALLY I FEEL CONNECTED WITH SPORE!
(joyce, if you know wht i mean. i think you do.haha!)

YEA!
ANYWAYS, GUESS WHAT? I'LL BE IN SPORE BY THE NEXT ROUND OF THE ASIA BEATBOX COMPETITION! it's 1st dec. so yea!

syd's nice. it's suppose to be summer. but it's kinda still spring. so during the day it can be warm. but there's like cold wind blowing in your face 24/7. and at night it's COLD. and ALL of my bottoms are hot short and skirts except for one skinny jeans and urm..normal jeans. yap. O well. i'll live. things here are so expensive and people EAT A LOT! oh my goodness. like i had steak last night but i couldnt finish the whole thing which includes fries. and this lil girl, she's like what? less than 10. and she ordered the same dish. Oh. did i mention she finished it? yup. i feel like im under-eating! if there's even such a thing!

oh! and ive written like 2 new songs!i love the second one. It was kinda just personal and then it got emotional and im like " omg. why is this song so sad???" oh nevermind. i'll publish it here once i perfect it. so yea. Until then, gotta go for now!

It's only three hours ahead here in syd. and im gonna get jet lag again when i reach spore! gosh. i'll end up sleeping at like 9am in spore.and waking up at 4.48am. GESH.

GOODBYE SINGAPORE.
HELLO SYDNEY!

IM IN AUS NOW! saw my sis and later gonna see my bro! YAY:D
helping my sis to prepare for her maths exam. hey foundation maths is sth like our amaths but LESS. oh my gosh please. and this is the same as singapore's a level. it's so much easier in aus. sigh. maybe i should really study in aus! but then i'll be like so loner bcos my sis is going back to spore to study. she said sydney life is SLOOOWWWW. should i? that asshole told me to just go. and when i said "im never coming back to spore" he said "okay! fine! i dont care!" stupid guy. WHAT AN ASS RIGHT! lol! and im not the hole. you're the asshole!the whole package.

ANYWAYS! GUESS WHAT?? THAT ASSHOLE MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST ROUND OF THE AISIAN BEATBOX COMPETITION! CONGRATS KYUNG! I WISH I WAS IN SPORE
:( oh well. and i havent told him wht i wanted to tell him. ahhh!! heck.

oh my goodness. i had like cramps from 4am-5am! it's like wth man! and then i couldnt sleep so i ended up thinking of a really bimbotic interview. haha!

reporter:

ok. imagine you're having a slumber party. or just an ordinary sleepover. your friends have all fallen alseep but you just couldnt sleep bcos you had things on your mind. would you wake your friend up?

bimbo:

hmm..oh my gosh! i think this is a really tough question. I dont think i'll do that bcause it's like..not right! we only have 24 hours a day and we're so busy doing shopping,going to a salon and you know!

reporter:

so you'll never ever wake your friend from her beauty sleep?

bimbo:

goodness gracious! certainly not! i will never go that! of course unless i really REALLY need help and im troubled. Like i could definitely wake her up if i cant decided on what colour menicure to do the next day! oh my gosh! that would be a CRISIS!
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okay. i have no idea what i was thinking. haha!

O LEVEL IS OVER! CAMBRIGDE CAN TAKE THAT AND SHOVE IT UP THEIR A-HOLE! (:

now now, i gotta still be nice. they are still marking my paper! x(

anyways, i dont know how to bring that topic up to you anymore. bcos im losing the courage to do so. shucks.
oh well.

people are actually reading my blog? haha. i thought it was like dead long time ago alr! sorry for the slow download. no fate to read my blog(: hahha!

anyways, i went out with anne today. and i learnt something new. she's really special to me. i mean like, how many friends you get close with but after drifting apart, you'll never be the same again? i think im like that with everyone. let's see. like when i was in primary school, deen,shar,anne and i were really close. but now that we've drifted, route 187 has never been the same ever since. and then in sec one when i met nic, we got along so well. but after drifting in sec2, things wasnt the same anymore. and then in sec 3, i got close with bird, even with all the retarded rumours, we were still close. but after lopez insisted on seperating us, we are not the same anymore. it'll never be. but there's one friend. one girl in this world that i know i wont be caught in such a situation. it's anne. i mean like, of all the people, i really wont think i'll remain close to her. we didnt even got along exceptionally well in primary school!

and then we drifted like more than ever in secondary school. honestly, i dont know what it would be like to go shopping with her today. like would it be weird? would we have nothing to say?

but surprisingly, we had so so so much to say! and it's like our life was a flimstrip. we just paused and now we're continuing from where we last stopped! you know. like there's a pause button and then we get caught up with life and then when we're ready, we play it again and it feels the same. if doesnt feel awkward. it's like just where we last left it. i know god's telling me to treasure her and i really will.

anyways, today's shopping was great! i bought a top and a black skinny jeans. like for the first time i spent less than 100 bucks! hahha. i wanna buy a purple skinny jeans. maybe red too! ahhah. we kept seeing ppl we thought we knew. and then i had muscle cramp like in the middle of the road. and anne was having a bimbotic moment. like.." omg omg. dont do this to me. bad things happen when ppl have muscle cramps. i'll see someone i dont wanna see!.omgomg. you need a banana."

like.. WTH ANNE! hhahahhah!
then i REALLY was thinking of stopping at starbucks in taka to rest my feet. but then anne CLAIMED i did it intentionally just to go to starbucks. i didnt even see there was one on my right pls! hahah! i really didnt! but she insisted i did that on purpose so we could get a drink. pfft. lol!

and then we started walking halfway down the street and suddenly just pointing up and like "omgomg! look at that!" and then it worked! on unintended victims. ahhahha! omg. then one row of ah bengs were like " what are they looking at?" then i burst out laughing! and they kept turning back after walking pass us! hahahha! super funny!

ohoh! and we had like some telephathy weirdness! it's like when we see something weird, we have the same expression on our face. pause and then look at each other. we said the same line together like twice. and they were really random lines. that was freaky.the whole day it was like taht. and then when we left at 6 plus, i was thinking on the train why it was like that for her and me but different with other ppl and then she sent me a sms saying why she thinks we can still remain so close. it was like i asked her literally and she answerd my question!! goodness!

p,s anne, no more talking to plants. no no. it's bad.

and when we were trying to take our last pics in school uniform at orchard, everyone were looking. and then when some dumb ass just walk pass while we were taking pics, we just ended up laughing. and this aunty was like laughing also! i think my laughter was LOUD. hahha!!

OUTS WITH YOU SOON LOVE! I MISS YOU! AND RMB OUR PACT YEA?
our friendship
on a paper
in a bottle
buried in the sand
at sentosa
every year
meeting to dig up that bottle
and talking till the sun sets
and it'll be another year ahead
on our different paths
in lives
but still remembering each other
like it was just yesterday

i officially have NOTHING to say to you.
If i do number one, it's wrong
if i do number two, it's wrong

tell you what. forget it.

whoot!
just finished running on my threadmil. And i already feel lighter! way lighter. i feel fat for the past weeks like ever since o level started. i mean like, i did nothing but go school, sit down and do a paper, go back home, study and watch tv and then eat and everything involves sitting down! ugh!

So anyways, i feel a lot better than yesterday as well:D
i just smsed clare and there's a outs on wednesday! oh my lord! i cant wait to see her!!! haha. we're like shopping, camwhoring, taking neos and everything else! cant wait! i miss hanging out with her so much! and taking about practically everything under the sun! YAY!

i miss her! :(

no use appearing offline or blocking me. you know im still pissed at you.
i cant be bothered alr.Do whatever that pleases you.
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the clickfive- all i need is you
You're scared
It shows
Been there
You're not prepared to be
In love
With me
So soon
cause you've been through enough to have
Something hold you back
We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you
They say
Don't wasteYour time
They're obviously blind
So let'sForget
The words the thoughts they put into your head
Don't give up just yet
We don't need to go that far
Let's hold on to where we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
Cause all I need is
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Baby, maybe we should start somewhere
baby, let me in your heart
Before we fall apart
We don't need to go too far
Let's hold on to who we are
If it's real we'll make it through
Cause all I need is you
We don't need the world right now
We got time to work it out
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
Cause all I need is you
All I need is you
All I need is you

we'll be together-ashley tisdale

I'm not alone
Even when we're apart I feel you
In the air(yeah)
I'm not afraid
I know what you're thinkin
'I can hear you everywhere
Some people say it'll never happen
And we're just wasting time
But good things come when you least expect them
So I don't really mind
We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine up
Oohhh (yeah, yeah) ohhh
I can't pretend
This is a rehearsal for the real thing
Because it's not
And I know we're young
I can't help feeling what I'm feeling
And I won't stop
Some things are meant to be and will be there
When the time is right
Even though I know that
I swear I wish you were tonight
We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine upOoooh yeah
I like what's happening to me
Ooooh yeah
Nothing else to say
Oh, Ooooh yeah
Somebody finally got to me
Carry me away
We'll be together come whatever
Not just staring at the stars
Just remember
That no one else could tell us who we are
We'll be together so don't ever
Stop listening to your heart
Cuz I can't turn mine up
Oohhh oh yeah, yeah(we'll be together come whatever, come whatever, come whatever, come whatever)Ahh ohhh
I'm not alone
Even when we're apart I feel you

oh my gosh. kyung gave me such a huge surprise!


Caroline's havin sore throat and felt a lil feverish since yesterday. and this morning it was like way worse than yesterday! i felt totally like shyte! and that bum wanted to come my house again to study. i wish he could but i didnt want him catching anything from me. so i insisted i wont open the door. So we were smsing on and off today. and then as i was blogging, that bum smsed me and on the third sms he was like " eh, look at your house fence. walk to the gate and turn to your left.i think there's sth there for you.." and at first i was like " eh..wth" and then i walked to the door to see the gate and there was this white packet thing. i almost dropped my phone! i opened the door and went to the gate and there was a subway packet with two cookies and a letter! aww! how sweet! a get well note! hahah. but that bum disappeared. lol! when i went back into the house, my mom called and asked me about studying in sydney and i was still super shocked at that surprise, all i said was " uh.uh. ok. anything.. ok. uhuh." but i didnt really caught what my mum was saying! hahah. and i read the note. oh my gosh. i almost cried.

what an ass! hahahha. i wish i could say thanks to you in person. but you made my day!

and to think while i was using the com, i thought i saw some guy dashing pass my house but i shake that thought off bcos my eyes were playing tricks on me the entire day! can you imagine. haha. oh gosh... that letter is like a filled with oil spots. hahha! but im touched(:

damn this guy can make me laugh and cry all in one day:D
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something that happened at my house ytd which make me laugh like crap!
KYUNG:eh..how to do this question ah? it's damn stupid lah.
CAROLINE: wait ah..
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CAROLINE: huh.. my answer is C leh.
KYUNG: you'll choose C right?
CAROLINE: WAIT!
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CAROLINE: yah. i dont get why it's not C
KYUNG: AAAAHHHHHAHAHA! I TELL YOU OKAY. IT'S THE SAME! look. see.. this onE..
CAROLINE: but there's a negative sign here (points to option E)
-SILENCE-
KYUNG:..OH SHIT!
CAROLINE:..HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!
KYUNG:...AHH!
CAROLINE:...HAHAHHAHAHAHHA! LOSER.
KYUNG: WALAO! KENA BUSTED! YOU WATCH OUT. I'LL GET YOU BACK ONE DAY.
CAROLINE: SURE. HAHAHHA!

Someone tell me what to do... BECAUSE IM ABOUT TO DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY!
How did i ended up like.. that.
why didnt i say what i wanted to say that night.
Because now i look at you and i tell myself it doesnt matter anymore
But every question still have you in it.


Now, im stuck with the ghost of how we used to be.

PISSED OFF AT YOU.

screwed.

Bought my grad night dress and shoe! haha
dress: $109
shoe: $64
and bought another dress! $129
I dont have pics of my grad night dress though. not showing it up until that day.hahah.

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i couldnt upload the pics properly so these are the links.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN!

Just ate finish lunch!
Later going out with my mummy to buy grad night dress and shoes! :D

So let me blog about what i did ytd.
Kyung came to my house in the afternoon. He bought subway cookies for me! haha! then we were using the computer and slacking. Watch totally spies! wa lao. the whole time we were having lethal elbow fight la. Like when i was using the laptop and he was lying on the sofa suddenly he'll sneak up on me.BUT i reacted fast! haha. Then he was using my laptop to check some beatbox info. the Asian competition thing.. and i was lying on the sofa and then i succeeded! hahah! that idiot screamed. lol. Then we fought until both of us just laid on the sofa. No one wanted to give in.Oh my. I ended up with a blue black! lol. slack a lil more and then TRIED to study. SO HARD! Then i almost slept.kyung told me to sleep but i didnt want. and guess what? he ended up sleeping! at such a weird position! hahah! i let him sleep for like 25 min and then my dad came back with DINNER! so woke him up. goodness. that part was damn hilarious. we caught up with more work and then at 7 we ate dinner.
was watching yo mamma on MTV before my dad went to change the channel. oh my gosh. when i threw away the packet that contained our food, i was like " eew. dustbin.dont touch" and then he helped me with it. then i realised. i totally such at kitchen duties! haha. Then we used a lil bit of the com and then my dad fetched us to tuition.

TIME FLIES MAN. it was like over damn fast!! it was our last lesson:( I think i'll feel weird being so free. lol!

I have so much on my mind! RAHHH!!! It's like working way over time!!
ugh.
I didnt get what i wanted to say ytd bcos i just didnt know how to bring it up.
And it's like "why didnt i say it that night?" kinda thing..
and now i dont know how to say it.

i'll say it on tue. Hopefully, i wont make things awkward.

SIX MORE DAYS TO COMPLETE FREEDOM! WHOOO!!!

gonna study soon. then having tuition later.. It's only gonna be for pure chem students. only four students! but then again, i dont have to see people i dont like:D hahah!

BYE.

I dont know if what you're doing is right..
When it comes to this kinda thing, there's really no right or wrong.
But im really glad that you did what you wanted to do.
Im glad i heard it from you personally.

I hope things will turn out fine.

AHHH. im trying to do physics today! Was about to.
Talked to bummer in the morning till afternoon.
DID A LOT MORE RANTING.
Somemore to go! haahhah!


YAY.
BYE.

MORNING(:

still slacking. i havent slacked for so much in a LONG time! haha!
busy doing something so that i can rush it for GRAD night! :D

OKAY
BYE.

HELLO BLOG!
HELLO COMPUTER!
HELLO TV!
HELLO SUN!
HELLO MOON!

it's one week break! im back to update my blog! it's like dead,rotting away!
Almost done with o level! in fact, why didnt they have mcq on the same day as the paper two! then at least i dont have study it all over again! oh well. I feel so free now!!! :D

So many things have been happening lately! I need updates from jj,joyce and clare! like people! can you not make me go lagged! Now, im just blasting my music away! it's so deafening! If im already so happy now..i wonder how i'll be when it's officially over! i cant imagine. but it's 8 days left. Ive been counting since like 200 over please. hahha.

I think leaving secondary four is such a sad thing. I havent thank those people who made an effort to come on the last day of school! you guys really made that day worthwhile. I'll really rmb those who came. Even people like theresse and shush who came after recess. WOOT! i love you guys! Last day was really sad. But i wasnt ready to cry yet. It's the only thing i dont look forward to about grad night. I'll burst in tears. the make-up,the dress will all be ruin. But i'll still cry my heart out. that day's really hectic for me. I have like a 12.30am flight to sydney. and then i'll still be "studying" for first three days there. Cause im going all the way there to teach my sis amaths. IM GOING TO SEE HER SOON! i rmbed that time when she came back like after god knows when. I was having tuition at lim's place. I was pretty neutral about it. then i got home. like where's that girl?? and then i went into every room. and there she was sitting on the floor wiping some of her stuff that was left so dusty. i stood there for a while. laughed at what i was seeing bcos "yup. hell she's back" and then i ran to her , hugged her and cried! i didnt even know why i cried. But i was so so so happy. i guess it's the effect of how seperating two sisters who did almost everything together in the past. I rmbed how i cried when i had to wave goodbye to her at the airport. It was then i told myself i had to do well for o level. Because after that i'll get to see her! She wrote me a letter and passed me two cinema vouncher. in the letter she wrote lots. She wanted to me study hard, but relax. and enjoy the two vounchers while she's gone. but ive decided to wait for her to return and then go watch it with her! ive saved like over 500 bucks just for her to spend when she's back in spore. then she can have 500 and i'll have 500 and we'll shop till we drop! of course i still have money to go out with clare love! :D

I cant wait for my bro to come back too! we made a pact. motivate each other. Reward :300 bucks! haha!
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okay. after all that ranting, i still cant believe i'm almost done with o level! haha. I have to thank bummer! that's kyung. From the time he made me cry on the phone bcos of things he said to calm me down bcos i was pissed at some asshole jerk. im going to kick that aj's balls someday i swear! haha-to the time like until now. even on saturday! when i fret so hell much for biology! he gave me a two hour 35 min (according to him) tuition! hahah! and also study date at my house! hahah! funny shyte! listen.
"who would not trust a person to guide him to her house when she has lived in the house for 16 years?"
BUMMER.
yupp. so he went left when i insisted he go right! so in the end, we had to meet halfway. hahah! then we watched numbers. omg. i did the lethal elbow thing. damn funny! but now i always become the victim :( anyways, we watched totally spies! oh gosh.

" i think you're such a dance gooder..i mean, good dancer"

HAHHAH! we laughed so hard on the floor! lol! But we did serious studying after that.
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CLARE! I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH YOU!
VAL! I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH YOU! ( i feel so proud of myself i taught you how to shop.hahha! )