I am THIS close to going hysterica
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO JUST LET US BE FRIENDS?!
Why do you always have to put the blame on me? Like it's my fault. all i ask for is for you to treat me as JUST A FRIEND. NOTHING MORE. You think you care for me. BUT YOUR CONCERN IS JUST ADDING ON TO MY STRESS. im so sick and tired of your promises. Just knowing you for 3 months and im probably as close to breaking down. If you are going to make empty promises. PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME OUT OF IT!! THIS I BEG OF YOU. it's driving me insane!! You claim you treat me as just like your other friends. But compare me and your friends. you know who you treat better! and you're putting the blame on me. ON ME! right infront of my effing face you push everything on me. You say you care! you THINK YOU CARE! But you're making it a lot worse for me to stand on my own 2 feet! I cant take it anymore! SERIOUSLY. You ask me what you did to deserve all this from me. WHY NOT ASK YOURSELF FOR ONCE AND NOT JUST QUESTION MY ACTIONS. I was down. I was sick but all you cared was my attitude towards you. IM NOT IN THE MOOD ANYMORE. IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO ENTERTAIN ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU'RE DUMPING ON ME.
i gave you your last chance
i gave you your last last chance
i gave you your last last last chance!
AND YOU TELL ME I DIDNT GIVE YOU A CHANCE?! AND YOU KEEP BRINGING HIM INTO THE PICTURE. EVERY SINGLE TIME I FORGET ABOUT HIM, YOU BRING IT UP. YOU KNOW IF THIS IS NOT WORKING, IT'S JUST BCOS YOU MADE IT THIS WAY? I GUESS YOU'LL NEVER FIGURE THAT OUT. I TELL YOU IM PATCHING THINGS UP ON THAT MATTER AND YOU STILL DONT GIVE UP. YOU KEEP ASKING ME WHY I DONT GIVE YOU A GODDAMN CHANCE. I GAVE IT ALL TO YOU. BUT YOU LOST IT. ISIT REALLY MY FAULT? THEN YOU GO ASKING ME WHY IM GIVING THAT JERK A CHANCE. IVE HAD ENOUGH. IVE HAD JUST ENOUGH. LEAVE ME OUT OF ALL THIS. LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR LOVE LIFE..

ALL I NEED IS DECENT PEACE.