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Monday, July 31, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:27:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Im just going to kill my biology SPA test tomorrow. =( yesyes.Im being much optimistic alreadys but i guess it wouldnt do for now.Ah wells.

Thursday, July 27, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:45:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Hadnt had much time to blog these days. =( All the tests are back.Referencing homework is already giving me the stress.How do you expect yours truly to even do the thing itself.It's like literally suicided.Hee.Ive actually planned to start studying for EYE just 20 minutes ago? I even told that boy that it's about time he started too(: Hahas.And look where am i now.How does Caroline live with herself? I'll live.Hahas.Meanwhile, i need to find a really good place to study at home.My study room is officially down.Thanks to my brother.Trust a 22-year-old to have so much junk! His bringing everything into the studying room.I dont even have a chair nor a table no more.Not even the couch.It's filled with his clothes.Or whoever's clothes they are.No one claims those.One fine day, im going to sell give it all away(: Hahas.But they are hardly even worn.Actually, im thinking of the toilet as a study place.No like seriously.It's the quiet-est place, it doesnt even stink at all unlike some of our school toilets, It's spacious enough for me to have my stuff around and everywhere,i got peace and quiet.Good enough reasons! hahas. Dont talk about my room.HELL MESS! =( The only thing the toilet doesnt have is an air con.but heyy! that's the part where my parents come into the picture(:

Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 6:49:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Caroline needs a reality check effing desperately. =(
Let's see.This is what i mentioned to that boy just now.i hope i rmb.hahas.
2 months to EYE
1 month for PBL hist (PEOPLE! ring a bell???)
Next week is the real biology SPA
In total more than 3 tests next week that i know of
2 other SPA coming up
Doesnt this alr just cause that frown on your face?pft.Anyways.i feel kinda satisfied now for that fact that i studied history in the afternoon.Got caught up with MTV for an hour plus though, as usual.but heyys,i finished hist.Dont mention homework.thank you.
*
Yesterday really came as a shock.I was so worried alrights.You cant blame me for that!Honest.Finally got to talk to you on the phone, and that was so tense-off for me.Whatever happens,trust me i'll be there this time.(: Caroline promises you it'll be fine,rmb<3

Sunday, July 23, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 4:13:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Ahh.i feel extremly lazy today! like doing nothing today(:
AND i have yet to even touch that piece of long list.
All i feel like doing is lying on my bed staring at the ceiling.
IM IN NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING but breathe and just live this minute by minute.
hee.Ah wells.Let's just see.i'll need one hour to convince myself to get to the study table before 10pm. Meanwhile,i'll stare at the time as it pass.
I think i'll live.

Saturday, July 22, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 12:45:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

TGIF! TGIS! hahas. Friday ended really really well.It's been a whole long week.Having spend time with my cca seniors really brought back tons of memories! In short, i miss them much. It's gonna be my turn next year. =( the thought of it alr makes me nauseous! I can wait. In short, the week wore me out really really bad. i actually slept at 10.45 on a FRIDAY NIGHT! okay.that was how drained i was.
*
E=MC^2 wasnt as bad as i thought it would have sound like.And keeping me in your mind, really make you come up with silly things.trust me.hee.
<3

Thursday, July 20, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 6:53:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A NIGHTMARE.and it isnt ending anytime soon.oh gosh.tomorrow's TGIF! thanks goodness!This week has been nothing but bad luck, stupidity and even more stupidity from yours truly.Sometimes i just wonder what's happening.The homework lists is multiplying.SS standard was like..crap.emaths was like.Caroline cannot do any worse than this.and History quiz was the BEST.Firstly,some too-good-to-be-true news was up.that mdm chan wasnt here.and then POP, she was in.and trust me.I have no idea how to ans any of the qns.even the one on "how many russians died", i tried my index no. so i put 40 million.should have known.it was 25! =( All the really silly things i did this week is COUNTLESS.In short, CAROLINE KILLS HERSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY.Wells, that sure sums it all up.The only thing i loved this week was the time on the phone with you.sorry you got to hear so much of my rattling.But im missing it now alr.I guess tonight's booked too?If it's possible(:
<3

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 5:43:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

ugh.let me be stupid for a minute.
I WANNA DROP BIOLOGY.I WANNA DROP BIOLOGY!I WANNA DROP BIOLOGY!!!!!
gosh.That felt good.Feels so immature.but hey,my bio is as good as POOF. honestly. =( i mean.my bio SPA today is like screwed.stupidity KILLS Caroline. How many times have i paused to thank God this is not the real thing YET.I dunno.A Zillionth time maybe?? Ah.Now you know how desperate i can get when it comes to terror bio.How am i suppose to expect myself to believe that the freakish plant will expand at 0.2 mol dm-3 while at 0.4,0.6,0.8,1.0 closed up.so i HAPPILY go anyhow change a bit here and there.and POOF.Caroline killed herself.AS USUAL.I might as well not have done the thing.And that's besides the point.the point is i cant freakish draw a best fit line. So what's the last ans? i got 95.7 and couldnt find a unit for it.so i put mol dm-3.come to think of it.It can be anything BUT mol dm-3! ugh. It's stupid when you screw yourself up.

Monday, July 17, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 3:37:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

saturday:
sat was a blast. LA PASSION rocks (: hee. The performance was like super HOT. haha.Lots of things happen though.but im not blogging.in case people think i observe too much.hahah.Ah wells. in short, it rocked.haha.clare was super emotional.haha.but it's such a satisfying show! like 344 hours of practice.finally, a day or two to show it all.It feels just great to watch the show.(: Gosh.they deserve a really big hug!hee
sunday:
OMG.speechless!haha.

Friday, July 14, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 3:51:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

tGif!It's the end of the week(:(:(: what a relief.haha.All i can say is,cant wait for tomorrow's concert.(: ohoh! and i've got an extra tix! anyone for grabs? dont worry.im not going to charge you for it.FOC.yesyes.(:

Thursday, July 13, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 4:44:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

It's obvious. i cant draw bio pics for NUTS =( Somehow i always fail.Oh gosh.It looks pathetic-ly easy.It SHOULD be pathetic-ly easy! But i always fail like what. 3-5/10? anyways.i shadnt let that bother me(: i hate thurs though.there's CHINESE,SS,HIST,BIO (at the start and the end of the day) it's the most horrible time-table they can come up with.Apparently i do survive.With the people ard me, it's not that hard.haha!Though i still cant believe that i stayed back in class to do homework that is suppose to be handed in by mon.so yeah.i skipped recess,by the time it was lunch.i ate like there's no tomorrow.of course i went out to eat!(: ohoh! and there's another word that simmy says that is like..?! comfortable says as "cough-atable" haha! Anne, go add on.hee.Alrights.i think that's it for now.Have i mentioned the chers are bringing us out of our lalaland alr, the homework list is up again. =(

Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 7:07:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

OH gosh.i feel WAY better than i did yesterday. (: the canteen did me bad. =( Ah wells.smuggle myself to TM aft sch with Clare.had DECENT lunch at Jack's Place.And i bought this really sweet thing with clare.okay.in fact, i saw lots of pretty stuff.Which means,time to save up Caroline! anyways.we got our NEW LOCKERS today! it's effing cool.right outside the classroom and a locker each.Not much diff though.just that im chucking my books in another place.hee.oh! that reminds me.i have got to get a duplicate key.Something tells me i'll lose it before i get a duplicate one if i keep dragging.Gosh.then i'll lose 50 bucks just like that for changing the locks. yucks! =(

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 7:18:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

IM GOING TO BE ALLEGIC TO CANTEEN FOOD. =( THINKING OF IT ALR MAKES ME LOSE MY APPETITE.
okays.that was random.but im starting to get really really sick of it.from day1, i dread it. i mean.they cant even feed the student body.still say we eat junk.of course lah.i dont see why not with what we got.

`this week wasnt as good as what i thought it would be. =(

Monday, July 10, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:06:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

I became the target for A-lim to let off steam.Ah wells,when i need to do so, im 10 times worse than her.so i shouldnt comment. (: things are getting a lil weird.i feel slacker each day.homework are starting to VANISH for now. We should enjoy it while it last.You wouldnt know when's the cher's next target day. oh.and never get anne to be your bodyguard. (:(:(: SHE FREAKING "LEAD" ME TO HER! YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE HELPING ME,MY DEAR!!! NOT ^$%&*() hahha!! My weekend was perfect.the day WAS perfect until your most helpful help.LOL! history is with 3/6 but the lecture is hilarious.chan is giving us the " JC goodness" or whatever u call that.so it's JC style for hist.face it, im not going to learn anything.not that classrooms are any better.hee..that's besides the point.my form-c is freaking pissing me off.anyways,im glad now,we're all sitting together. i have no complains.just that it's the unlucky see-able view for teachers. =X CCA's starting to be off.haha.major slack.and we're having nail medicure on wed.no joke.lol! Got lots of concerts to attend.and smuggle myself to somewhere else.hee.best part, we dont have to wear sch-u for TPJC concert!- but yet still so many restrictions. =(
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT ANNE DID.
we were walking to classrms aft hist lect.then went to her class first.while walking up to mine.just at the corner, i was telling her.oh pls. i so dont think im have that much bad luck.im good luck for now.weekends dinn see her.so highly doubt my luck's off.then when we left her classrm, anne did this" let caroline see *.let her appear.let her appear.let her appear." the moment i look up, i saw her at the pillar.1metre away from me.SMART! you're good.i swear.

`why did i let myself believe miracles could happen?

Saturday, July 08, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:39:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Maybe you're trying too hard. =( i dont know.but my gut feeling tells me, it wouldnt work at all. in time to come, just take it as it is.im sorry, but i feel im letting you down.
Ive seen how much ive changed. How much people around me changed. For the better and for the worst. I hate the feeling of wanting yesterday again.Nevertheless, im still living.But were those just words? Cause when i say those lines again, it doesnt feels right anymore.

-I meant it when i said nothing lasts forever.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Friday, July 07, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 10:14:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

The week has been SUCH a rip off. =( 7-ers are piled,throwed and abused with homework. it doesnt feel right for a honeymoon year.hee. i guess teachers are just living up to their "must be kiasu" reputation. anyways.The week ended..NICE. we ended at 12pm today.so Anne met me at my classroom.met Clare halfway down the stairs. waited for marcia's band pract to be done. wait until sian alr. then we left.marcia caught up later though. and then this person went on the bus. so had to keep my handphone.you have no idea how stoopp some people can get. hee. we crap-ed a lil too much, i'll admit.we were..NOISEY. had lunch at long john silver. oh man, there we crapped the most.THE NOISEST mortal fools there.hah.SPC-a.became our MAIN TOPIC. and picture this. when you're in the lab.doing the pract test.everyone's all quiet and paying attention to their experiment and work.and then suddenly, you see Clare using the needle which was part of the experiment, and poked marcia with it.then she screamed. it's the saddest thing ever.hah.so hilarious i spilled out the coke i was kinda halfway drinking.haha.so nonscence! lol. oh yeah.and during chem, van stirred her thermometer in the boiling tube until somehow, she poked through the bottom of the boiling tube and everything spilled.haha! alrights.as i was saying.we finally left there at ard 3.30pm.wanted to make urm..this call.and then we came up with the idea for a public phone.so went ard looking for one.finally got one. and then we called different people to see their reaction when they hear "this news".superly funny.and then i was flipping thru my phonebook.and i saw his name.so i decided.let's try him.so Marcia did the call for me.then she dial.tension builds up."hello ***" anne and clare burst out laughing.while im trying to influence Marcia to remain calm. "..France" and his reply.oh man.it was like " ARE YOU SERIOUS?" and then Marcia was like "yes" then suddenly, cannot help it alr.she burst out laughing and left the phone to me.i gave it back to her and she said "sorry for the interuption" and he said " it's okay.you're forgiven" Oh my freaking goodness. he's so sweet.just like he's always been since i knew him.trust me.but it's hilarious if you think about it. then no choice have to hang up the phone on him. it's so saddening.not successful too. =( but he's the most sweet and hilarious.(: Marcia thinks she might just fall in love with him. go ahead lah. i intro him to you!and besides, he's hot.charisma-tic TOO! haha. but i dont want to see him, Clare and Anne should know. (: secret for four can alr. hah. decided to go home after that call.ever heard of someone who would take a bus, then take mrt then later take a cab? HAHA! tsk. and finally tuition's done.Thank Christ.

Thursday, July 06, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 8:28:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

WE'RE GETTING PERSONAL LOCKERS OUTSIDE OUR CLASSROOM SOON.THANKS CHRYSTAL AND CHRYSTAL'S DAD FOR BEING THE SPONSORS! (:(:(:

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 6:44:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Honestly, there's no such thing as eternity in life.not before.not now, not ever.whether it's friendships for love or love for friendships. it does the same way. "FOREVER" means nothing. i guess what goes up must come down. thank you, you and you for showing me that. It's stupid how best friends can promise forever and the next thing it's " see you later, i got stuff to do" HOW IRONIC IS THAT?! I really miss kindergarten.when it's the first day.and everyone is so nervous.like " will i make new friends? are my teachers fierce?" but the next 10 seconds, you find yourself having fun with each other like you've been the best of friends for ages.man,i miss that.i guess this is just my two cents worth of thought. (:

Monday, July 03, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 9:36:00 AM | 0 Noticed Me

ZAC EFRON DID IT AGAIN! (:

Sunday, July 02, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 5:40:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

thur:
YES! goodness! clare! ronnie is pissing me off alr. HOW COULD A GUY MAKE 4 GIRLS WAIT FOR HIM FOR EFFING 40 MINS? made us missed lunch AND i had to run up 4 levels to get ahead of my cher! SIM PECK CHOO man! before i know it, i'll be happily walking out of her classroom again.hahah.he's making my phone bill go up.sms so much, i feel bad not to reply him.and then later he call me. stupidly, to ask for sac directions. girl, you are one mean biatch i tell you.hah.trust me, he was there from 6pm! and waited there till 7.20 before i had to do the dirty job to call him and ask him to leave.and i bet he dinn know, YOU WERE ALR FREAKING AT HOME. oh gosh. poor dude.
fri: KARMA i tell you.babe, you had it in! see la.do sth so bad the day before and the next day, kena bang my this effing girl and injure until like that. i feel really hurt for you sia.the injuries are like OUCH! my your injuries really made me realised, I CAN BANDAGE your wound. more importantly, IT SHOWS HOW POOR THE VP IS IN THIS KINDA THING. hahah.oh man.should put vp's workand caroline+debbie's work together.and u'll see the diff. (: besides that, anne got invested today!!!YOU GO GIRL! work hard alrights. you earn this. p.s SHE DOESNT! convince me HOW SHE GOT IN!?! it's not logical, it's injustice, it's hell.especially for you. she aint going to help you. i think she just might make things from okay to terrible.honestly.hee..oh wells.we sneaked into ccps open house for 2 mins. OMG. how can we see HER THERE?! and im so naive.ive been telling myself for one year, that she's just visiting.now i know.we once SHARED the same classroom!!! oh my. i got a major shock. you should be glad i dinn trip when you pushed me to her see-able view.lol
sun: FINALLY! A SUNNY SUNDAY! AFTER MONTHS! IT'S THE FIRST SUNNY SUNDAY. lol.man, i feel good. except one thing. i had to see "sharp calculator" at tuition! wth.she's a stalker.fine..so maybe not.but i mean it's just a coincidence.tell me anne. i should really learn to stop staring at ppl like as though they dont know im staring. she's such a faker i tell you.walk pass me look straight until so stiff! haha! (:


-this is no place, to try and live my life cos this is exactly where i lost it.