Today was such a pissed off day! Ugh! Okay. It was PC. And our wonderful cher did English. Cause CJC principal couldn’t make it to our school and talk to us. About god knows what anyway. Well, if she came, this wouldn’t have happened. But it’s just wrong to blame her. So yah. Then tiffany was cleaning the classroom. And she didn’t realized her fan was with some other classmate. but sa and I did. So out of curiousity, we asked tiff “isn’t that your fan? And why is it there?” so she went to ask our wonderful oh so self-LESS friend. And she said oh cause we’re hot. It’s like only her lah okay. And her side has 3 windows. The curtains are blowing. It’s obvious there’s wind. Our window is not facing the sky. So no wind. Thus it’s bloody hot. And then we insist we should take back the fan because no one asked tiff for permission.so sa did. And then we were trying to pluck it back. And then couldn’t. we could only pluck it infront. So becks and i went to take the table for the fan to rest on. And while we were pushing it back, our dearest teacher asked what we were doing. So becks was like “we took back the fan “and she asked why. Becks said cause it’s tiff’s fan. Okay. She just likes to play this game of “who is the most over sensitive one” and she was like saying “hey. I didn’t know you all are so selfish. So petty!” and were like “huh? It’s not the point. The point is permission wasn’t asked” then nvm. Tiff doesn’t want this to go on alr. So she said nvm. But NOO… our dearest teacher want to go on and on. Okay. So tiff said everything that happen. And our cher asked why didn’t she take it back earlier? Why only 20 min later? Goodness! Cause she only saw it 20 min later?! Like she was cleaning the dammn classroom!?!?! Nevermind. I pardon people who doesn’t appreciate people who clean classrooms. Or maybe it’s just you. And then tiff was explaining. But NOO…she insist tiff is wrong. Tiff has a motive. Wtf is wrong with you?!?! If you want us to explain what’s happening but shut us up when we say sth, I really wonder why we’re explaining ourselves. Okay. So tiff asked “ if you see your pencil box at the end of the classroom, will you ask why it’s there?” and she was like “ no, this is not the issue” it is the issue you damn bloody sonofabitch! (p.s it’s the first day ive said swear words after so long! ) and it’s not like we don’t want to share it, it’s just normal human reaction to ask why! I guess what’s normal for us, will not be normal to you ever. (you’re forgiven ) and our DEAREST classmate has 3 windows at her side. In which, the curtains are literally flying. Means what? There’s wind! You don’t go bloody say we should understand since we’re science students. You’re the one who is not so why asked us? Fine, go embarrass yourself. When im a science student, I infer there’s wind there but no wind at our side. When im a normal human, I tell you you’re effing bias! And you said “ oh.i initiated the fan be put there…” so let’s play your game. You want to be over sensitive right? I’ll play. Yay. People let’s all become teachers and steal things. People ask why? You just say “ oh cause im a teacher. I have the rights” I mean, so much for basic courtesy lah okay. and you say we’re selfish. Your wonderful student has 3 windows. One right infront of her face. And she wants another fan. It wanst even shared among the others. It was blowing right infront of her face. What’s is your problem? And you have a own fan for yourself. And you scolded becky for keep shifting the fan to us. You want two. Who is selfish?? It’s like you just choose what you want to see and hear. Anything you don’t care, you just block it out. It’s not like that. You don’t live life like that. Cause..if I do live life like that, I hve no life! You don’t respect us, don’t expect us to respect you. Mitch wanted to record the thing. Too bad she didn’t. but she’s going to tell her mum. Who is like the principal of ccps. I hope sth can be done. It’s our last 3 crucial months. I don’t want to live hell with this wonderful teacher lah. And when sherrie put it nicely that she was misinterpreting tiff, she insisted she wasn’t. F*** you man. Oh well. YOU’RE ALWAYS RIGHT. WE’RE ALWAYS WRONG. Nic was right.you ask us to suggest sth. We do and when it goes wrong, we get blamed. If there’s one thing in my life that went wrong, it was having you as a teacher. I don’t look up to you. Ive lost total faith that I can somehow find someone deep inside you that I can respect and look up to. I give up. You’re always right. And people who don’t understand why this is so pissing? You wont get it. Cause you’ve never been picked like that over and over again why the same damn cher. Okay.after all of this, sa and me are very very disappointed in this particular someone. Of all the people we expected to speak up, you didn’t. what happened? You just looked at us and did nothing. I guess people do change. Ive mistrusted you. We both have. Just very disappointed. i wana get it over with. I guess ignorance is bliss since you don’t even know we’re disappointed in you. Don’t try my patience. Im fighting every urge to talk to the principal. Okay. I just told my aunt what happened. And she was like “do sth about it okay” I support you. And all. And then she was like “aiyah. Your cher so fat. Sure need more fan to herself one lah” And it’s like if you can name one thing that tiff, becks, sa and I did wrong, say it to my face. I’ll apologise. My aunt’s right. She’s not worth forgiving if she doesn’t know her mistake.