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Sunday, December 02, 2007
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 2:54:00 PM

Alright. so i was back from syd on the 29 nov. Im the only loser who jet lags. ugh. haha.

anyways, friday went to support anne for auditioning in a musical! We met up for breakfast with her mum. then her mum went to work so the both of us when to the waiting area there. After the whole thing, we went pastamania for lunch. Didnt really feel hungry so the both of us just shared a pizza. Then went to starbucks! (: talked about random stuff i guess. And trying to help anne to decided whether to go for lunch with Ms raju and her other members. I was wondering why isit so hard just to decide. and THEN! I found out the reason. the only reason why she didnt feel like going. HAHHA. Okay. ididnt really found out. she told me. hahah! it was so lame a reason anne. haha! oh well. after that met sis!! <33

We shopped here and there and everywhere. haha.then we bumped into our brother at orchard. So decided to get a ride from him to our mum's office then the four of us go back to grandparents' house together. We went to our mum's office rather early. and my brother and i were crapping ard. haha.

TIRED.
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Saturday 01dec07
-shopping with sis
-asia beatbox championship

Went out early in the morning and had dad drop us off at amk mrt bcos we couldnt decide where to go. then decided to go suntec first. I think i spent like 200 over today. Bought quite a LOT of things. haha. Okay, the reason i wanted to go suntec early was to make sure that i can get the royce chocs for kyung. I promised. So finally! after walking and walkin...I FOUND IT(: haha. then it was like 12pm and the man told me that the dry ice thingy will only last 4 hours.then we went to ms to shop ard. Damn hungry so ate KFC. shiok! So damn long never ate there alr! hhaha. My stupid sis had a bimbo fit and deicded not to eat lunch. pfft. Oh yah! and we were carrying our new GUESS bags that our mum bought for us in syd! its so nice! i see people staring at them! HAHA.

Okay. after lunch, went to shop ard ms. the shop that we wanted to go to wasnt open so decided to far east. Somehow i just didnt feel like shopping. i dont know why. We only walked ard a lil and decided to go amk hub alrd. the competition was from 2-4. i didnt tell kyung i was going. it was kinda a surprise. haha. i thought i made it very obvious bcos i was asking when it is,where isit,will he be there from 2-4pm and all, what time is his turn. but after getting all the info i was like " oh.haha. anyways, all the best then." yups. phew. my legs were killing me. amk was so far from where we were! but still went anyways. got there and they didnt start until like 2.30. it was two by two to compete with each other also. he was like the last few. then it was his turn. wa lao. his supporters were ALL GIRLS. my sis was like wth. haha! i didnt know too. there were like 8 to 9 girls sitting infront of me screaming their lungs out. there were others but i didnt know where they were. Anyways, he kena suan on stage until damn funny i tell you. hahah! after his performance, i wanted to meet him hoping the girls wont be there. but..wow. they were WAY FASTER THAN ME. bythe time i saw him, they were crowding around already. and as i was approaching, one of the girls saw me and started nudging her friend.

that was not a good sign. trust me.

so i went up.And the moment i stood in front of him the girls were giggling and laughing and making those teasing sound. I was alright at first but their reaction totally shocked me. I didnt expect them to do what they did! super embarrassed can! then talked a lil but i couldnt really talk talk bcos every girl there was staring. How to talk man. ugh. Then i gave him the ROYCE chocs. wa lao! the teasing just went louder! Made me like so malu for god knows why. as though i was doing sth illegal. So i made an excuse to go off early. No choice la. I didnt know how else to react to their reaction please! so i went off early.

CONGRATS ON GETTING INTO TOP10!
YAY(:
but the thing is the grand finale is on 20 dec!!! that's like clare's bday! agh! i wanna go! im praying so hard it'll be at night!!

At night went bowling! :D it's been 8 months!! hahah!. then the best part was desmond wanted to join. then when he ask where, i replied to that bummer! then bloody best. kyung go and reply. and i even asked "you're done eating with your mum?" and he still reply! LOL. after bowling, went home and called desmond to talk to him. told him like stuff and all. I still have a badfeeling about US. you know who im refering to. I mean, i think about it and i will cry. let me pour out my rant.But before that, kyung found the price tag for the chocs. apparently, i didnt see it at all! it was on the box INSIDE the dry nice protecter thing. and he scolded for buying expensive chocs. haha! oh well. it's nice chocs!!

sunday,02dec07
SWIMMING WITH SIS! GOT TAN-ED(:
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Alright.Maybe im just being over sensitive. But we're drifting apart so fast i can hardly even breathe. (Desmond, i really feel like shyte today! stop gaming! arggh. I need to rant to you before i blow!)

back to what i was saying.. i think we've became complete strangers. I rmb the first day we talked..about chi results. and then you asked me for my number. and then we started talking as though we knew each other since god knows when. The phone calls we had always ended up me being dissed by you. but you know what? at least we were talking. we had like everything to talk about. we took the same combi too. Studying was always easier bcos whenever i didnt know sth, you were there 24/7 like you told me. and when i got totally stressed and on the verge of giving up and just felt like crying, you called me to tell me not to give up. and the things you said to me. you had no idea how much easier it was. Like you said, we went through a lot especially during o level.. and the ss notes you went to photocopy for me. the bio BOOK you went to photocopy bcos i was clueless about bio and just wanted to throw the sub away. the two jerks you hear me rant until the early morning just to get it off my chest. the things you said to me on tue during that one week break in o level really changed everything. I started to think. I started to wonder. and then o level actually ended! like FINALLY. and the things we planned to do were just a step away. But then i had grad night stuff and i told you not to send me off at the airport. maybe that was mistake. bcos the moment i stepped onto that plane to syd, it was the action that changed us totally. We smsed. i heard some bitch said things to me and i rant it to you. felt better. but we werent talking much anymore. but i was like thinking it's just causeyou're there n im here.

Reality sucks.
i got back. nothing from you.
we dont even have things to say.
it's like there's a black pit in between of us and none of us dare to jump over so we deicded to walk away.It feels actually like that. and it sucks! I rather we NEVER KNEW EACH OTHER.

Goodbye to you bcos what we bcome in future lies in your hands now. Ive tried.
I forgot what it was like to have you here with me
I thought you should know you're not making it easy.