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Hey, im writing to you
Not to tell you that im living this
Living it well enough
Only to ask how's everything tonight
It's been a long hard road
The days you werent here
Im gonna say it's not okay
But im gonna be alright
So i look between these sinful walls
And find im standing there
Alone again
So im standing under the rain
Wishing for your presence
Waiting for the footsteps
The ones i used to hear
Stuck in the middle
Reality pulls me back
The look of this life
Gave the confidence away
Once again
Ive met this long forgotten world
And tears ive once forgotten
Nothing's what it seems
When you live inside the dream
And sometimes i forget
Yea and this time i'll admit
That i miss you
Said i miss you
I need you here once again
I need to hear the words
You used to say
I need to see once again
That it's gonna be okay
Im weak inside
Without you
By my side
So i look between thses sinful walls
And find im standing here
Alone again
So im standing under the rain
Wishing for your presence
Waiting for the footsteps
The ones i used to hear
And sometimes i forget
Yea and this time i'll admit
That i miss you
Said i miss you
It's been a long hard road
The days you werent here
Im not gonna say it's okay
But im gonna be alright
Hey im writing to you
Not to tell you that im living this
Living it well enough
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a random one i guess. (:
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IM BACK. honestly, i have no idea if that's good or bad. =X oh wells, im taking it as it is.and it's going fine. (: first thing's first.
Clare: WOMAN! i need updates.what is going on.come on, you know how much i lagged! Hee.and you should be VERY glad those two idiot guys dinn sms me during my happy 6 days off. or else i'll be paying overseas bills for them! like im not paying enough for the smses i HAD to send overseas! p.s God must have heard my prays.ahah. and i dont really fancy having anything to do with them either.one is f-ing irritating and the other is simply hopeless.
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alrights.so finally im back.malaysia.i practically spend 21 hrs in the car.going to KL then to penang then to melaka and back to spore.did some catching up though.especially on SLEEP. Hee. oh, malaysia really made me realised how i missed home.i wasnt home sick btw. i just miss the cozy sofas, big screen tv with PLENTY of channels to flip through, fridges full of unhealthy junk and health wrecking drinks.unlimited access to internet.oh man, i love home. (:(:(: i mean i got so desperate looking for something to watch on the tv, i practically flipped through all the 40 channels at least 10 times and then decided on a malay series show that i have completely no idea what's going on.i just understood a bit.YES! HOW PATHETIC. make me miss my 24/7 mtv. =X and then my sis decided to join in.so sue me, i ran out of vcds and dvds to watch with my dvd player.before i knew it, i got bloody desperate.I DID HOMEWORK! haha! amazing isnt it? gessh.well, some homework i guess.better than nothing. 90% of the time was chatting with my sis about movies and dates and shopping.haha. once, we made a joke out of something and i laughed so hard, my dad woke up.well, it was kinda in the middle of the night.ahah.(: did my song writing but dinn have much inspiration. 1st day at KL, we did shopping.pretty please with myself.i only bought a bag.besides, my sis bought 2! and wanted to buy a pair of shoes until i had to "drag" her out of the shop afew times before we were back there.haha.and guess who i met at my hotel? gessh! isit sheer "luck" or is God playing a late april fool's joke on me? great.same country, same hotel, same date, same time.what more? ohwells.the next day, off to penang.spent 5hrs on the road and oh yah! 2 hrs trying to find our hotel when we pass by it like a zillion times! (which adds up to 23hrs in the car!*) lesson learnt : never trust my mum's sense of direction! now i know who i take after.hah.penang's shopping are fab! lots of pretty stuff.really sweet too.but i felt bad spending so much of my mum's cash.Hee. the beach there's really great.though it was drizzling most of the days. i dread walking out on the road in penang. the risk of getting knock down by a car before your 10th step 90%. i mean, so we were walking aross the road when the green man was on.this f-ing car dinn f-ing see the RED LIGHT, happily f-ing dash through it.it's tyres was like 2cm from my feet.honestly, i dinn see that coming.it was my mum that pulled me back.my sis's first reaction was " F*CK la!!!" ha! infront of my parents.she's good.hah.and she got away with it.i guess cause in my parent's head, they were swearing like nobody's bussiness either.hah..parents! lol.funnily, i dinn have any reaction.i seriously thought something was wrong with me! maybe lack of sleep or something.whatever. penang's really great besides the point.but i had to wake up every morning like i slept for 3 hrs only with flu, sorethroat, cough and everything in between.i guess it was seoul garden.too much heaty stuff.and look at the pricing you're go WOOT! and wish for a moment, they would move to singapore.Hee..those fried and burnt food really got to me.by the time i was sitting a 7 hrs plus ride to melaka, was having a sore throat. but im fine now. thank God. and for the FIRST time, i remembered something my whole family didnt! and that was where the food court in the shopping centre was! haha.nothing to do with "cause it's food, caroline!" mind you.(:(:(: i just..remembered! ha. we dinn really care much then, all the cleaning of our apartment in the hotel, really burn our enegry.although i must say it's really cool to have a room in the hotel, yours. it's like the hotel's home in melaka.just that i hate all the cleaning.not that i hardly do anything.but i do occasionally...help.haha. (:(: i guess, it's been great out there.and im back..HERE.
`missed you much. (:
The almost-forgotten nightmare:
eng-vocab (well, i got my sis's book)
hist-MYE corrections + PBL + league sth sth
maths-trigo and coordinate geom
YUCKS =X
CAROLINE