today it's just another day.yes.caroline yap,being happy is a choice.being happy is a choice.and it's gonna be my choice.it gotta! but the only way is for me to ignore that this whole thing existed.i know.running away is not the solution yada yada yada.but seriously, avoiding DOES help.but if i do, then it'll be unfair to you.saturday's car jerk really brought me back to reality.was crossing the road and thinking about stuff with my friend.while crossing,i wanted to just walk without knowing there was a car dashing and when my friend suddenly stopped walking,then i saw the car just drift pass me.and while crossing halfway, this other car just horned to me right infront of my face.seriously, that jerk for a break really really made me think if all this was even worth it.
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school sucks.well,kinda since im in total no mood to do anything.cannot concentrate in emaths NOR amaths.so nothing went into my head.then chi went walking around with bird and sa.chers very lax loh.then decided to go back.then diff cher and playing music.after that sa went to sent bird home.so she can sleep! (wth- lucky her) so just sat there in chi, talking to tiff and chel.the it was ss.not doing anything.then it was over.went to see clare, then together we went to rtc.wanted to see joseph.wa biange.whole lot of students who kena sent there.typical us,wait there and deicded to go eat la.(clare can really turn horny and THEN high!!) bought food,then no one helped us look after food.i couldnt be bothered so clare and me were like telling the juniors next to us to help us look after.we have hell no idea who they were.ah wells.then went back.wtf.joseph went for meeting.what crap.feel like slamming the door shut la.but something just stopped me from doing that.cca was boring.i wrote another song,trying to get the correct chords to go with it and another new song made.no inspiration liao then decided to go help tiffy finish her campaign for head girl.VOTE FOR TIFFANY! then in the end, gl and poh helped me too,before i went home.yupps.and tomorrow,thinking just go out la.lazy still drag myself out la.cannot stay at home already.
your thoughts will become words
your words will become actions
your actions will become your habit
your habit will become your character.
(got this from where? RTC.haha) so much for "responsible thinking class"! and you can find A LOT of contradictions!like one, it's okay to make a mistake when you try but it's a mistake not to try.isnt that like telling the students to try to violiate the school rules if not it's making a mistake? what rubbish.