things just are somewhat moving too fast since friday? what i thought i knew all along,all came back to me as questions after questions.and im stumbling over everyone of them.it just seems too much to handle for me lah. it's not the time to get advice on what to do and what not to do.cause somehow, everything seems wrong.this cannot.that also cannot.so im stuck,standing here.in the middle of nowhere.what seemed like one straight route suddenly changes to three, four routes to choose and i have no idea what im doing or what i should be doing cos whatever i do, someone or something has got to be sacrificed and just end up getting hurt.so tell me what to do.i hate this!