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Thursday, April 20, 2006
Carolinechantel Yap posted at 4:12:00 PM

i got my progress card! yay me yay me.go me go me!! i failed ONE!! oh my freaking gosh.super happy! alrights.this is HOW bad i needed to pass! and that stupid fail was like 5/25 for coordinate geometry! haha.Oh wells! i failed one only.but not a really good time to be happy about it while everyone is like moaning because of it. anw.i really dunno whether that was good or bad-the failing only one thing. seriously.i duno.i asked whether it was good and the only reply i got was "YAH!" seriously.no one really understands why i hated that ans.except clare.and i dont wanna talk about it.it sounds insane.yes i know.hoping i'll fail more is like really weird.but i guess in the long run, i just want that tiny happiness i needed for SCHOOL! i shall drop it.talking about it really can bring back all the emotions i had ytd. and im not gonna break down infront of that fucking cher! i swear.IM NOT GOING TO CRY INFRONT OF HER. whatever it takes.
fcuk it all. fcuk everything that you stand for.dont accept your blood boiling pains you drop onto us like a bomb.dont ever judge us!
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but i'll be fine.at least im not the only one in this.for once.sadness, BYE BYE.
but i learnt that, you cannot make everyone happy. Happiness is meant to be shared, given and earned, not begged, borrowed or stolen from.
when i look into the mirror,for a moment, i could not recognise that girl inside the mirror, my own reflection somehow seemed distorted, distantly familiar but only intangibly so. and then my mum calls for me, and the moment is gone.
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