first day term2.isnt so bad.yesterday was like such a weird day.seriously.i mean.i actually started sense to anne.like her being frustrated over homework and stress that she blew up at home.her mum just grab her and calm her down.i mean how sweet is that. i was telling anne that but she was SO not convinced so i started telling her LOGIC ( which i doubt i still have any in my mind) yeah.i was like asking would she rather her mum just stand there at the door saying " GROW UP!" i mean.just think about it.some mums actually dun care! i mean sometimes you think your parents ruin your life by giving u less freedom.but have any of you ever wonder that to them, u'll still that lil 8 year old child that they used to hug to bed everynight is not that lil child you are now.i mean you gotta give them time and chance to realised that u've grown.that's what i did to my mum.and it kinda worked. freedom doesnt just POP right infront of you when u turn to a teen or what.i mean it's given time and time again.all this logic talking was like making anne think.probably GOD used me to get to anne.and it succeeded! (: LOL! alrights.then i had some talk (3 way conference online) with urm yah.and we just wanted to sort things out with her.like what is happening to her and all.turns out just fine. im really glad just for the both of you know who and me.u'll give that lil try to change that way of urs.it really mean a lot.seriously.
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first day of hell:
turn out kinda fine actually.my job is now a runner! omg.thank god so so much.that job is fab easy.super lax pls! so alrights.i have yet to get my bagde back cos i dun relle give a damn.i rather not have it back though. haha.turns out clare had.urm.4.2 which is like hell for her.so i have a pretty hard time to calm her down! i mean she had a swear word in pratically very sentence.that was HOW pissed she was.so it took some time. then had assembly.mrs low went to class.yada yada yada.about the some old stuff.did some class plan thingy.after that had Emaths.totally dinn do like one homework.MIRACLE.i normally dun do any.90% copy from bird or nic.can u believe? ugh.you should hear bird's hearing impact voice.UGH! just got me so frustrated. i ended up chasing her.went down with the usual.except sa did not come which is like..so often.ended up talkinga bout..SATURDAY! haha.so karnt wait la..soso karnt wait.in the end decided to all wear skirt.glenda so had to too.haha!! oh wells. after that had amths.u shld try saying expression as " ex-plat-tion" haha.bird got her words all tripping today.so i ended up laughing major AT her. haha. ohoh! bracket try " black-ket" haha! try.im serious.haha.after that had..MT? yeah.nothing much.someone tried to convinced me she was st8. so whatever!! im NOT convinced. (((: then had ss.kinda boring too.assembly.MAJOR BOREDOM. lunch.left early cos i wanted to settle some things with my other friend.and i dinn regret it one bit.i know you cried and all.but i felt it was good.i mean what anne and i did, i felt it was right.i hope that u'll really tell us what's happening.cos i dun wanna be some useless friend.some people who act like nothing is going on when there's something going on in ur best friend's life..although it was just that 7 mins. but it did the three of us some good really.we just wanna let you know we'll there for you.fine.so we karnt do anything to help.but it's just that we'll be there for you when u need us.i want to make that so clear to you.u understand me girl? i mean.from pri sch till now.we tell each other everything.everything that seemed so small now was like MAJOR everything to us then.now we turn back and laugh at how silly we were.i want that again. it's not something you can handle by yourself.AND SELF-MANIPULATING YOURSELF IS WRONG! you do know how it hurts us as ur friends?! i want you to think about it alrights.and cheer ups.really.we're there and u know it. (: